All that Crap

Watch, watch, watch~!!

2009-08-19T21:48:00.000+08:00

Don't let this issue die~! xD

2009-08-18T16:52:00.000+08:00

This noon..

2009-08-10T16:41:00.000+08:00

I passed the most trash of all papers I have done in my entire academic life. And, it is a term paper. For Socio 11. Which I would report on tomorrow. That is, if my professor thinks it is worth reporting. I highly, sincerely, doubt its worth. Also, if I don't get the chance to report on it, I lose 10% of the final grade I'd be getting for the WHOLE subject.
But the depression I have gotten since encountering Socio 11 was somehow alleviated by an arrival of another document. Oh how I love Japan and its institutions being OC~! xD This time, I have been provided my address for the whole time of my stay there - meaning, I can't transfer to Jun's apartment, este, another place for the April "semester." Hehehe.
Apparently, I can drink inside my dormitory room. And no, it's not just water. =') I can smoke too, in the 5th floor's lobby; just that, I don't smoke. xD Also, no curfew~!
Problem: I don't do laundry. I am messy. I don't cook. There are lots of things I can't do. But, I don't care. Still pretty scared though. Thought about not going again on the LRT ride back home. I will go~! *just sayin' ='D*

This evening...

I laughed at Bayani Fernando. It was a good laugh. Seriously, he is the coolest presidentiable in the history of the Philippines~! We came across a news bit on Gabriela suing because of those *very stupid and dangerous AND SCARY* MMDA foot bridges as it allows peeping toms a feast on skirt-clad female students. His answer? Mas okay naman ang masilipan basta safe ang buhay (ng mga mananawid). Ung mga maninilip eh sandali lang daw un at magsasawa rin sila. xD I wasn't with my phone watching it so I wasn't able to record his exact words. But, benta talaga eh. Bentang-benta~!! LOL.
It's a pity I wouldn't be able to vote for him next year. I think I could, pero, I'm not entirely sure. If I get to, I would surely vote for him. Aliw siya eh. Our very own version of Koizumi~! xD
Though I still give props to Manny Villar's youthful CM. =')

This August, I die.

2009-08-01T10:20:00.000+08:00

But I can't die just yet.

TTT-TTT

Socio 11 is the biggest feat I would have to overcome. Or drop.

I don't want to drop it. I don't want to drop anything.

40% of the final grade for the final exam: How the heck should I make up for it if we also have a term paper to submit worth 30%?!

And then there's the conflict with the field stuff on CWTS and Anthro 172..

I need a time turner NOW.

I have my visa na. And Chancellor approved my cross-enrolling already. I am all set *well, still not packed xD* and am very much willing to escape to Japan right at this moment. But.

Current acads. Two majors exams next week. One major reporting AND term paper the next. And lots more.

Socio 11. Why?!

*cries*

I spent this morning sleeping, turning into the news, and sleeping. Cultural Night last night was very successful, but vair vair tiring. My feet are killing me.

Anyways, news.

I wasn't alive back then, but I am feeling very nostalgic. And emotional.

Something changed. Action was channeled by the Filipino people for once..

...

Maraming salamat po.

The Filipino is worth living for.

Whatever things.

2009-07-26T17:31:00.000+08:00

Last week was such a busy one for me. What's with taking care of the visa stuff and whatnot. Plus, my responsibilities in the organizations I'm in. Not that I'm complaining though. It was kind of fun, being busy for something that I have dreamt for two years.

But, my Socio 11 marked me late despite my groupmate letting her know why I was late for nine friggin' minutes (NSO anyone?). It's actually the first time I get really concerned if I come late or not for class (in any class/event/whatever in my entire UP life and this is saying something), but apparently, she doesn't care.

Nothing can thwart the happiness I'm feeling though. So I didn't really care much din. HAHA.

I'm having a crush on a classmate. Hahaha. Whatever.

Yesterday was a set-up day for UP Tomo-Kai's 19th anniversary week celebrations. And with that came the discovery that magazines often/usually/ALMOST ALWAYS tend to publish advertisements and whatnot in blue. WHY NOT BROWN?! xD

I got really famished with all the concentration it took, sorting colors out, so I ate loads with Luke somewhere near the MainLib in spite of the food that'd be available for the acquaintance party afterwards, again, for TK. I promised to pig out at the party, and so, I did.

It was a wrong decision though. LOL. But before that, I just want to say that I enjoyed the acquaintance party very much. Maybe because I'm too freaking happy these days?! ='D

Anyways, my brother bugged me through texts, saying that my dad's bugging him as to when I'd get home. So it took some phone calls to convince him to fetch me~! Good thing as I was low on cash with my part on those eggs and tomatoes our community provided.

I found out soon that my dad agreed to fetch me just because he wanted to have some midnight snack. LOL. He tagged my brothers along. I thought we'd be going for Chinese again and I figured I could skip it as I was so full from the party, and had LOADS of Chinese the past month, but when I woke up we were at The Aristocrat, the one in Roxas Boulevard.

One shouldn't order arroz caldo, or the like, there if one's ravenous as one'd just get a measly serving for Php 80. Buti na lang talaga busog ako. ='P

So anyways we got home at around 2:00 in the morning.

I found myself reading on some Waseda-related blogs today. A thing that's bothering me, among lots others: Would I get to participate in all those nomikai if I'm just 19 given that the legal age there's 20? They look fun~!! Hahaha.

The Screencap That Says It All

2009-07-23T17:44:00.000+08:00

... of the scene that made me cry on one of last month's days.

Because, I can't keep track of how often I cried in June. ='P

I'm seeing it~!!

Background info: Ohno's character here, named Ohno xD, was a study whore aiming to pursue college at Waseda University. This super short screencap is from the 9th episode of V no Arashi, a decade-old drama *of some sorts xD* starring all Arashi members - made in league with their support work for the volleyball cup cheverness that same year, 1999.

Pressure... xD

2009-07-21T16:50:00.000+08:00

Ngayong araw, nalaman kong:

Magaling ako sa Physics. Haha. Okay so Physics 10 lang un. Pero kasi hindi ko siya kinarir, ung pers exam. Well, wala naman talaga akong kinakarir masyado 'pag acads na ang usapan.. xD Hindi exceptional ung nakuha ko pero uno standing. Yay~! At kuntento na'ko rito kasi bibbong freshies ang 98% ng klase. Hahaha.
Mahal ko ung teacher namin sa Physics. Napaka-considerate niya grabe~! Tapos ung sagot kong parang ewan lang sa "Why I like Physics 10?" na question, nilagyan niya ng smiley~!! WOOOOOT.
Tapos ung first page may "Very Good!" pa. At, smiley uli~!! I *heart* smileys.
Mahal na mahal ko si Song Junho. Nagrereply siya ng mabilis when I need it the most. <3
Madrama ang pamilya ko. Tago nga lang ung sa kanila.. xD Kaya hindi na nakapagtatakang iyakin ako. Anyways, I am so touched.
I am scared. Marami akong hindi alam, at hindi kayang gawin. At, late na para matuto~! Hehehe.
Pero, I am much more freaked out sa mga ipagagawa sa'kin ng mga people. Lalo na nung isa kong prof. TT-TT
MAHAL KO ANG ARASHI. SOMEONE CONTACT AN OFFICIAL FANCLUB MEMBER FOR ME? xD

Mag-aaral na'ko. Exam tom. Kailangan ko nang mag-seryoso for once, in the name of Mother Nature. =')

Where I somewhat clear things off

2009-07-20T17:21:00.000+08:00

Posting this because I want to na.

Draft

June 10, 2009

It all started the 1st of June this year; which makes the month, for me anyways, a mix of pelting rain and warming sunshine, physically or not. But if I want to be really anal about this, it all started last February. Or January. Last December may be. The April of 2007 more so; or November/December 2007.

Whatever the case, this is all about Japan. And I warn you, this would be looooong so. Yeah. *wink*

I never yearned for something so much more like this. Well, I always think I'm feeling this sort of passion everytime I like something really.. xD I remember being so much into Harry Potter(Still do, mind you.) that I wanted to fly to Britain right there and then. Of course money *is the root of all evil* proved to be the powerful bitch that it is; so obviously, I didn't. I can't.

I applied for a one-year exchange studentship to Japan last year. And miserably failed. I felt as if my self-confidence, which was low to begin with, became non-existent just like that. I'm not entirely sure how I got through that depression. Arashi may be? Or, Arashi? Hahaha.

But I miraculously stood up again *because Arashi songs hypnotize me to, yeah? xD* and terrorized another office in school for exchange studentship applications. Come February, they finally managed to collect all the forms from the different universities in Japan available for application, making them available for ambitious students like me.

All that month, I was crying my eyes off for different, albeit related-to-all-these reasons. Because money *is still the root of all evil* still poses a major problem for this dream of mine to be fulfilled. I have bothered a friend for forever during these times, even if she's got her own problems to deal with (that are starting to be solved last June too, yeah? xD) Before March came, I managed to get a passport despite the unsureness of it all, and pass the forms to aforementioned school office in spite of not being complete *because money is evil like that;* all in the name of my love for Japan.

Summer passed and with it, the required Linguistics field school in Nueva Vizcaya. That time, I got a call from the officer-in-charge of the office I applied to, asking me to go to the office as soon as I can for some forms. The hopeful me that I am, I thought she meant about my application. I do not call using my cellphone but I've got no choice because we are far from civilization and I've got enough load to burn and I just needed to find out just what was that call all for. Thing is, it was just for me to fill a survey form given by the EU. I was chosen *along with my Lingg groupmate, yay!, and still others, I presume* to answer it.

Because I am unperturbed like that, the day after I got home from Vizcaya, I went to school and faced the survey and got internally confused. Like, for serious. Because Europe has been my first love and still remains to be and I am just. Yeah. It was just a survey. But. Well, let me tell you that I fail when it comes to Australia okayyy. Major fail. Hahaha. I barraged aforementioned friend with all these again but she still had her own problems and we kind of got our hands full that time, nosebleeding and all. LOL.

And then, June. The month when hearts unite, and when my heart bloomed and wilted, and got tired, and bloomed again (repeat to the nth power). What better off to inform me than on the 1st day of June, when else? xD It was after-lunch. I remember I was daydreaming, yet again, on things I'd do in Japan if ever I got accepted, when Arashi belted off Everything suddenly. That's my call ringtone. And I just felt the call will be all about this and I was right~!! And not, at least, not entirely, yet..

The officer-in-charge called to inform me that they've received my letter of acceptance, and other forms/papers, from the university-that-shall-not-be-named-for-now I applied to. Like, yeah. And because I'm pessimistic as always, I immediately asked if a JASSO (that would take care of the living expenses) notification came with it. She said no, and if I could go to the office immediately to get them? I controlled myself to no end and said I might come the next day.

I was thinking of still keeping it all to myself as everything still wasn't sure, but, how can you contain something big like THIS? I thought my heart would literally burst that time. I went downstairs and found my mother and announced everything to her and cried my eyes out. Of course our helper was there too; but I didn't really care. That night sure was the start of my Sleepless in June chronicles.

='P

The next day, my mum went with me to the office and I didn't care really. xD I got the papers, which includes my letter of acceptance that is a certificate in itself that I would so get framed someday, no matter what. Afterwards, we got to Chocolate Kiss where my mum bought us cake whilst I bask myself in the forms I needed to fill up by different dates.

It was a nightmare and a dream coming true, all at the same time. Holding that Homestay form was nightmare. Hahahaha. Putting it away released me from the immediate financial headache that it had caused. xD I placed all my hopes up for the dormitory application by then..

Apparently, it was a wrong decision to let my mother know all about me being accepted and all. Because faster than I can memorize the lyrics of Ashita no Kioku, everyone knew about it. Like, EVERYONE. Of course I want everyone to rejoice with me, but when everything is sure already, yeah?

I e-mailed to no end after I got the forms. To no end. I let go of all my pride. Just like that. ='D Not that I'm regretting doing it. It's already been done anyways. So, whatever.

I wouldn't bore anyone with my housing problems and how I e-mailed a bigtime dean, and still others, because of them. But. Yeah. The things one do..

For now, as I finish typing this off, not everything's sure yet. And thus, the name of the university I applied to remains undisclosed..

.. until the next installment. Complete with visuals~!! Which will come sooner than you think.

Everything's kind of sure now.

Peri-Peri Charcoal Chicken

2009-07-18T14:35:00.014+08:00

Because I dare not review something I've experienced just recently, let me tell you about a spanking new restaurant that has stormed Metro Manila, with just two branches at that: Peri-Peri Charcoal Chicken; located at somewhere in Greenhills' Promenade, and on the third floor of SM North's The Annex.

We ate at the latter branch last Saturday for me and some of my friends were determined to find out just exactly what this charcoal chicken would taste like. I tell you, it wasn't no charcoal. But it was so good, it burnt in three degrees: Lemon and garlic, mild, and *extremely* hot. Plus, no worries for the diet-worrying, for the chicken is charcoal-grilled~! Yay for my taste buds and my body~! xD

We had a delightful chicken feast because Peri-Peri is all about the chicken, and the peri-peri, the African birds eye chili the Portuguese had "discovered" some long time ago. xD It looks menacingly green, the peri-peri, as it oozed from the meat and onto the plate. Yum~!

The Food: You cannot go wrong with chicken. Their generous block-of-rice on combo servings win at life~!! Also, the Lychee Fruit Salad is <3<3<3.>Chicken Rappa though. Next time I surely will~!

The People: Friendly staff. Very amicable, them. =') Plus, food is quickly served, with a smile.

The Look: A very captivating interior design~! The bricks-as-walls were awesome. I especially loved the bunch of real firewood the place had going. It doesn't help either that I love nature's colors. ='D

All in all, five stars: For free food is always Peri good~!

Nag-online sandali..

2009-04-07T18:09:00.000+08:00

.. para i-fangirl ang:

SELECTA FRUIT SALAD~!! XD

Okay so background info: Pinaka-ayaw kong ice cream flavor ang fruit salad kasi napaka-uncreative niya. Hahaha.

So ayun, my brother kept on bugging my mum to make handa tonight kasi it's my lola's death anniversary. 4th, I think. But it's too late. May ulam na.

So she opted to make pasama sa 7-Eleven and buy ice cream na lang.

So siyempre medyo bitter ako kasi ayaw ko nga ng Fruit Salad. But nooo.. Ansarap niya~!!

XDXDXD

Absence makes the tongue grow fonder? LOL.

Ready, steady...

2009-04-06T14:50:00.000+08:00

SHET I WANT FMA SEASON 2 NOW.

TTT-TTT

"I think in 100 points of perfection..

2009-04-05T05:10:00.000+08:00

.. my sex appeal is 105 points."

~ Jun

SHET. If I was drinking something when I read this quote..

Hahaha.

Yes Jun. Whatever you say... XD

*pikchur from yuckie@lj*

Si Nanba-senpai...

2009-04-03T05:16:00.000+08:00

.. ay kasal na.

Hahaha.

Si Mizushima Hiro ay kasal na kay Ayaka.

Si Ayaka ay magaling at batang-bata na singer. Kinanta niya ung theme song ng Zettai Kareshi, ung "Okaeri."

Si Hiro ay 24 taong gulang; 21 naman si Ayaka.

Bakit andaming nagpapakasal? TT-TT

Buntis daw ung babae.

Rihito-sama.. Soshi.. Tsk.

I'd gladly marry too ya know. Pero I don't have anyone to marry as of the moment. XD

Jun, please wait for me. LOL.

*Galing ang balita sa mga morning news show sa Japan. Ang iba ay nandito. Walang subs pero kekkon = marriage*

Why have I become so weak?

2009-03-31T16:43:00.000+08:00

Why, do you really need to be strong?

... and so goes the dialogue between Onuki-san and a doctor.

So apparently, Japan makes animated films in sync with real humans too. And if they do it, they really do it to the best of their abilities; and cash, of course. XD Paco and the Magical Picture Book sure defies surrealism.

Watched it because of Tsumabuki Satoshi. Yes I generally watch stuff because of cute guys. XD He wasn't "cute" in this film though; but I am not complaining.

You know it serves to teach a lesson. In a grand, weird, way.

I sent a snail mail this morning; a first after five years or so. I sure felt I was so untrusting of the postal service. Like, now, I fear it wouldn't reach where it's supposed to reach.

More fail is that I failed to sign the letter. XD

I don't get..

2009-03-30T15:32:00.000+08:00

Why someone I don't know sends an e-mail to himself, and it ends up on my e-mail.

Like seriously, is this Yahoo!fail?

Pero medyo natuwa ako rito kaya I shall post. XD Apparently these lines were sent to Washington Post. Competition of making the sweetest first lines, to be followed by their total opposites...

I see your face when I am dreaming.
That's why I always wake up screaming.

Kind, intelligent, loving and hot;
This describes everything you are not.

Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss,
But I only slept with you because I was pissed.

I thought that I could love no other --
that is until I met your brother.

Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you.
But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head.

I want to feel your sweet embrace;
But don't take that paper bag off your face.

I love your smile, your face, and your eyes .......
Damn, I'm good at telling lies!

My love, you take my breath away.
What have you stepped in to smell this way?

My feelings for you no words can tell,
Except for maybe "Go to hell."

My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife:
Marrying you screwed up my life.

What inspired this amorous rhyme?
Two parts vodka, one part lime.

Alex asks...

2009-03-29T09:47:00.000+08:00

Alex: Kuya Tony, mahal mo ba si Mama Gina?

Kuya Tony laughs.

Alex: Mama Gina, ikaw, mahal mo ba si Kuya Tony?

XDXDXD

The Buzz, home edition, ensued.

...

Alex: Kuya Tony, mahal mo nga si Mama Gina?

Kuya Tony: Gusto mo nang totoong sagot?!

And there I was, and my brothers and Alex's mum, secretly hoping to eternity that he'd say 'yes...'

Kuya Tony: Hindi~!!

My father's leaving for America later.

We made punta sa Mall of Asia yesternight.

And participated in the Earth Hour unconsciously~!! Yatta. XD

Astig ung Razon's. Candlelit cheverness nung 8:30.

But my brother wanted to eat at Ongpin. Again.

I said I'm sick of it. For the first time. Growth~!! Haha.

And so we went North Park hunting.

Walangya. We made punta pa sa Makati.

And filled ourselves with, yes, Chinese food.

What's with Chinese food ba?

We then went to The Fort. And I slept sa sasakyan. Hahaha.

You gotta love obnoxious kids like Alex sometimes.

So, ayun.

Chever.

Isa lang naman...

2009-03-25T16:31:00.000+08:00

.. ang pangarap ko sa buhay.

Ang maging masaya.

Pero sadyang hadlang ang pera. O kawalan ko ng pera.

Natatawa ako pero gusto kong umiyak.

I'm serious.

TTTTT-TTTTT

Sa tuwing nakikita ko ang mga pag-a-upload ng mga tao, nadedepress ako. I have never desired for a calendar this much in my life.

Hahahahahaha.

Dumagdag pa ang pesteng DVD na 'yan na hindi ko naman mapapanood eh iniyakan ko na ung unang teaser pikchur na nakita ko. Sad.

Pero kasi napakalaking achievement un eh. 70,000 people. 70,000 humans who share the same passion as mine. In a big, special, open space. With fireworks and waters and boys who perform wholeheartedly.

Hai naku. Next time, don't make me like anything. Ever.

Uso ang 'pag reminisce ng MaSci days~!!

2009-03-23T12:26:00.000+08:00

And because I conform once in a while... XD

RULE: Bold everything that applies to you.

First Year section: Badillo

- You went through culture shock.
- You expected to be in a bigger campus.
- You learned your way around the campus within 3 days. (One day lang ata. Hahaha.)
- You still feared the higher years.
- You spent your free time in the nipa hut. (Teritoryo ng Wat's 'D Point editors. T-T)
- You got to know all your batchmates.
- You weren't cutting your classes yet. (You cannot not cut in ComSci. XD)
- You ate your lunch at the hallway, at the stairs, anyplace in the campus that was free if the canteen was full.
- You still missed your Grade 6 classmates.
- You were still nice to your teachers.
- You still cared a great deal about your grades. (On the contrary, I started to not care. Hahaha.)
- You started to cheat. (In homeworks lang~!! Peer pressure. LOL.)
- You hadn't cheated yet.
- You cried when you failed in Math. (Constant semi-failure; didn't cry though.)
- You became a campus hearthrob.
- You had your first crush in high school. (Physical check-up pa lang may crush na'ko. Wala ang enrollment. XD)

- Corny jokes were still cool in your opinion.
- Your skirt was blown up by the wind when it was windy or stormy.
- You were still scared of coming late to class. (Kind of? Hahaha. I rode the taxi everytime I feel I'm going to be late.)
- You bought all the reference books your teacher recommended.
- You had a group of friends. (Badillo~!! Wooooooot.)
- You were still a loner.
- You still spent your time with those who had been your classmates in Grade 6.
- You raised a chick.
- You had to redo your plates for drafting class a lot of times. (Drafting is my second kind of hell. XD)
- You failed in any of your subjects.
- You had a subject wherein you sat on the floor.
- Library period and Music = free time.
- You understood the Micro Ace computer system. (Siguro? I can't remember. Hahaha. Panalo talaga, mukhang bomba eh~!!)
- You were surprised when you learned that your Math class was about algebra.
- You bought the sweets your teacher sold during class time. (Our set of teachers didn't sell sweets. Feeling ko this refers to that other English teacher. Hehehe.)
- Your mother still fetched you from school. (At times. Minsan si papa. XD)

Second Year section: Edison

- You were put into a section that had a higher rank than your previous section. (May confusion sa rankings eh. Ang sure lang eh ung top 2 sections nitong second year. I think. Batchmates, enlighten me~!!)
- You were put into a section that had a lower rank than your previous section.
- You were put into a section that had the same rank, more or less, as your previous section.
- You used liquid eraser to make the background of your ID picture white since ID pictures with colored backgrounds weren't allowed.
- You sent text messages during your Biology class. (I dare anyone to text in fron of Ma'am Carte. I dare. XD Can't. Didn't. Nasa super harap ako eh)
- You forgot to bring a frog for your Biology class. (We weren't asked to bring frogs. T-T)
- You didn't get to dissect a frog.
- You got to dissect a frog.
- The hair of your Biology teacher was white. (She is Storm. Wooh~!!)
- The hair of your Biology teacher was black. And shiny. (XD)
- You took a nap during your Computer Lab while your teacher was giving a lecture. (You just cannot follow rules in any of Sir Casba's classes. Or any ComSci class for that matter. XD)
- You regularly brought the Biology book authored by Campbell to school.
- Your Biology notes were comprehensive. (And I am bitter. Ma'am got our notebooks after and wouldn't return it. I drew all those phylum members perfectly~!! TT-TT)
- You memorized the Krebs cycle. (Note the past tense. XD)
- Your notes in all of your subjects were comprehensive.
- You were made to stand continuously for the duration of your Geometry class because you didn't do your homework. (Nope. Ma'am Jarabese was nice. Too nice. LOL.)
- You were made to make banderitas by your English teacher for her barangay's fiesta. (I still did not get her in English. Fortunately. Hahaha.)
- Romantic feelings developed between you and your seatmate. (Er.. Hehe.)
- You were shocked when you learned that you had a Biology class, a Chemistry class and a Physics class. (May Research pa~!! XDXDXD Not shocked. 'di ko lang matanggap. LOL.)
- You watched the music show MYX Top 20 when your classroom had a TV and your teacher wasn't around yet.
- You butted heads with someone from a higher batch.
- You had friends from a lower batch.
- You enjoyed bullying the lower batch.
- Music, Arts, PE and Health (MAPEH) was your favorite subject. (Who would~?! Ah. My luck on teachers kind of stayed in English.)
- You enjoyed "Hataw Na!" (Nope. My teacher was blah~!)
- You had to sing "Hataw Na!" as you did your exercise routine because the karaoke malfunctioned.
- You became "bibbo." (Dati pa~!)
- Music = free time.
- You saw Ma'am Yumang's slippers. (Aww.. Sino siya?)
- For your Entrepreneurship class, you sold chicharon inside your classroom. (Didn't have entrepreneurship. It was drafting. Again~!! XDXDXD)
- You flunked an exam in Asian History. (No way din. LOL.)

Third Year section: Berzelius

- You were put into a section that had a higher rank than your previous section. (Wala na raw rankings by this time eh.)
- You were put into a section that had a lower rank than your previous section.
- You were put into a section that had the same rank, more or less, as your previous section.
- You had become a teenager. (Yep. Pimples. TT-TT)
- You disliked the fact that your first class started at 7 A.M. and your last class ended at 6 P.M. (No choice. Yep.)
- You weren't bothered by the fact that your first class started at 7 A.M. and your last class ended at 6 P.M.
- You cried because your Chemistry exams were so difficult. (Nope. Didn't cry. I think. XD)
- Your JS Prom was held at the campus.
- Your JS Prom was held at a hotel.
- You were amused by the fact that you didn't use your thick Chemistry book much. (Not amused. Mahal siya eh~!! Hehe.)
- Your exams in Advanced Biology confused you. (Kasi, sa isa, we were asked to write a funny joke. Hahahahaha.)
- You performed a precipitation reaction for the first time. (Not sure.)
- When you took a nap during class, you used your hair to conceal it from your teacher. (Nope. When I nap, I don't care if someone notices or not. XD)
- You went home late because of your class projects.
- You went home late because of your Sabayang Pagbigkas practice.
- Your Research subject was Hell. (Basta, I hate Research~!! XD)
- Your Chemistry subject was Hell.
- You had a hard time finding a suitable research topic.
- You copied your research topic from the graduates you knew.
- You had lots of friends.
- You were excited about going to the JS Prom. (Never~!! Hahaha.)
- You acted like you were a big shot when lower years were around and Seniors weren't.
- You took Journalism.
- You took Accounting.
- You took Home Economics. (Wasn't aware I had choices. XD)
- You learned how to connect a circuit.
- You know who MoKing is. (Sa sagot lang ni Leslie ko nalaman. Hahahaha. Yep.)
- You had the 'walking sleeping pill' as your teacher. (Sino nga ba ito? LOL.)

Fourth year: Moseley

- You took review classes to prepare for college entrance exams not to review but to meet new friends and be able to go out after.
- You were worried about the result you got in the UPCAT/the entrance test of the university you wanted to go to. (Had been. XD)
- You took every college entrance exam you could take. (Nope.)
- Reading Les Miserables made you cry. (I liked it though. Much. 'di ko maalala if I cried.)
- Your lunch time was 9 A.M. (Maybe earlier? Haha.)
- You were the ones who bought the stuff you baked in your Home Economics class.
- You always bought snacks just before Ma'am Diaz came into your classroom. (Ma'am Diaz was always there. She had class right before ours. Late kami lagi because of the food. XD)
- You failed an exam in Analytic Geometry.
- Your Economics teacher took a leave of absence because she got bitten by a dog. (She didn't. She was almost always absent, or late, though. Sayang. Nung nagtino siya ng bahagya, I liked Eco. But I already passed my UPCAT application form. LOL.)
- You laughed your heart out during Advanced Chemistry.
- You know what an acidic acid is. (Yes. I do. Hahaha. Shet.)
- You treated your handkerchief with cornstarch just so you could make it stand up during CAT. (My mum had it treated. Pero nung latter days, I lost it. So I made gamit my brothers' kerchiefs. XD)
- You had to run to the place where CAT was held when you were late because tardiness earned you a demerit.
- You became a platoon leader in CAT.
- You were excited about going to the JS Prom and the Graduates' Ball.
- You grew to like your classmates.
- You went to a classmate's house to work on a class project. (Wasn't restricted on projects lang though. Haha. Since persyir pa.)
- Your group in Research submitted another group's research paper because you couldn't be bothered to make one.
- You didn't take your last Filipino exam seriously because it was the last exam you had to take in high school anyway. (Who takes Filipino seriously? Hahaha. Hindi ata rito ung last exam.)
- You made a plan of your future house's electrical wiring system.

- You brought a canister.
- You raised hell during your last day of class. (WOOOOOOOH.)
- Choosing what university you would go to was a headache. (Nope. Walang choice eh. U.P. and others lang. Hahaha. Did take ACET, DLSUCET, and the UST seatwork. XD)
- You developed romantic feelings for a member of your batch. (Hahaha. Tagal na.)
- You developed romantic feelings for a member of a lower batch. (Crush lang.)
- You butted heads with someone from a lower batch.
- You had lots of friends from the lower batches.
- You liked being a Senior.
- You miss your high school friends.
- You butted heads with a teacher.
- You almost didn't graduate.
- You almost had your diploma taken back from you.
- You came to school the day after you graduated. (May klase pa eh. At requirements. XD)

Over-all:

- You've played card games inside the classroom.
- You've played volleyball inside the classroom. (Kunwaring voleyball. Haha. Badminton, we did~!!)
- You were given planners that you never used. (I kind of used it as patungan. Hahaha.)
- You've thrown clay at the ceiling.
- You preferred going to the CR near the Juniors' classrooms when you were a Senior. (Renovated eh. Pink pa~!! XDXDXD)
- The canteen staff knew who you were. (Hindi lahat. And hindi rin by name. XD)
- You know who "Ate retail" is.
- You had a boyfriend/girlfriend during high school.
- Sometimes you asked someone you didn't know if you could sip from his/her drink and/or eat a portion of his/her food.
- You ask others to treat you to something. (Uso eh. Haha.)
- You've asked for loose change.
- You've asked your seatmate for an extra sheet of paper. (ALL THE TIME. LOL.)
- You've given your seatmate an extra sheet of paper. ('pag meron)
- It's been a week and you still don't have your own paper. (I always have new ones sa start of classes. And then they disappear after a week. XD)
- It's been a week and your seatmate still doesn't have his own paper.
- You still had class even when there was a brownout.
- You went out of your normal routine just so you could avoid the teacher that inspected haircuts.
- You've copied someone else's homework. (Chem. Hahaha. Na-miss ko tuloy bigla si Nia)
- You've let others copy my homework. (Give and take.)
- You've forged signatures. (Not for serious matters. Pang-asar lang.)
- You've used a (forbidden) cheat card while taking an exam.
- You've written formulas on your calculator.
- You've written a formula on your desk.
- You've written a formula on the wall.
- You were present during that time when there was a storm and classes were suspended 30 minutes before dismissal.
- You eagerly anticipated those days when you had a half day.
- You know when your free days are.
- You've memorized when the feast days of the saints are.
- You've memorized when the other holidays are.
- You've sent text messages during your class.
- Once, a cellphone rang during your class.
- You know the "Batis ng Diwa."
- You know the "Awit ng Maynila." (Hahaha. Naihabol pa.)
- You know that the first line of the school hymn is "Batis ng diwaNG ginto't dalisay."
- You joined the choir. (For "No Importa La Distancia" lang nung graduation.)
- You declared that your religion wasn't Roman Catholic just so you could avoid having to squat at the quadrangle when the first Friday Mass was held.
- You've played patintero in front of the H.A. Bordner building.
- When you first encountered the name of the H.A. Bordner building, you read it as HABORDNER. (And anyone who didn't is a stuck-up know-it-all. XD)
- You've used a classroom outlet to charge your cellphone and/or your iPod.
- You've asked what your homework was through YM or your cellphone.
- You were asked what your homework was, and you didn't know what it was.
- You asked your classmates if your homework was difficult, and if you learned that it wasn't you'd just cram it on the following day.
- Your classroom was practically your home. (From persyir to third year, oo. They've gone strict nung fourth year eh. Grr.)
- Your teacher caught you not wearing your ID.
- You don't sing the Lupang Hinirang.
- You skipped class just because you wanted to. (Like twice lang or so sa four years of high school. I am a good student. XD)
- Your class won the Sabayang Pagbigkas. (Not first place. Pero keri lang. Second nung third year. Third nung fourth year?)
- Your class won the Choric Interpretation contest.
- Your class won in Carolfest.
- You fell asleep while taking the NCAE.
- You fell asleep while taking an exam.
- You came to school on Saturdays and even on Sundays.
- You've cut your last subject to get home early. (Once?)
- You've asked for an extra sheet of paper from your seatmate even if your teacher had forbidden it.
- You cheated on the running exercises you had in PE class.
- Going to school late and taking care of the garden became part of your regular routine. (Scratch the garden part. By then, hindi na siya mukhang garden. Puro guidance na for latecomers like me.)
- You represented the school in the city-wide athletic competitions.
- Your class gave its all for the Sabayang Pagbigkas and Carolfest.
- You usually held your practices at Paco Park. (And inside the campus as well.)
- You've held practices on weekends even if it was forbidden to do so. (Wasn't forbidden! I think.)
- When you had to change your clothes, you did it inside the classroom. ('pag tinatamad.)
- Your Chemistry teacher wowed you at least once. (Because anyone who likes Chem, I hold in high regard. XD)
- Your class impersonated your teachers.
- Watching a fight between guys from your batch was amusing. (Between guys and gals din~!! XD Puppet~!!)
- A shuttle service brought you to school and brought you back home.
- You regret not having a school field trip. (Kind of. But wasn't really a loss. MaSci's the best~!!)
- The Filipino department was the coolest department.
- Reading Florante at Laura was Hell. Also, reading the Noli me Tangere and El Filibusterismo was Hell.
- There was always lots of food during the class Christmas party.
- Your Trigonometry teacher got to your nerves at least once.
- You've gone to the library because of your teacher in Values Education.
- You slept during Economics. (All eyes and ears ako sa Eco eh. XD)
- You did your homework either just before coming to class or during your 5-minute breaks. (Not all. Math lang at Chem madalas.
- Passing Physics was only a dream for you. (A dream that came true. Hahaha. Mahabagin si Sir Bautista eh. Nung fourth year. Nevermind my getting 95 nung third year. XD)
- You've planted a tree for your Biology class. (A plant lang ata.)
- You've played DOTA.
- A gay beat you in a game of DOTA.
- There were only 4 universities in the Philippines you wanted to enter: UP, Ateneo, La Salle and UST. (I wanted to enter Oxford eh. Hahaha. Yep. Sort of?)
- UP was your second choice even if it was harder to get into UP than to get into other universities.
- You know when to use "ng" and when to use "nang" as well as when to use "rito" and when to use "dito."
- Your classmates introduced you to cigarettes and alcohol. (Nope. Not really. Haha.)
- You were carried by someone you don't know because it was flooded.
- You enjoyed it when classes were cancelled. (Madalas..)

.. and because, like everybody else, I miss that little school onPadre Faura cor. Taft Avenue area.

Excellence forever~!!

Bakit ako nagchehechever dito?

2009-03-22T17:14:00.000+08:00

Potek. Dalawang linggo na lang, ano ba.. Grr.

Naalala ko lang ung napanood ko kanina. Tungkol sa isang medical student at sa kanyang amang manggagamot. Tungkol sa isang manunulat at sa kanyang kabiyak.

Talagang ang hindi pagsasalita ay pagsasalita rin.

TTT-TTT

Sa pagkakaibigan na matatapos na bukas ng gabi..

Mukhang may pangatlo na sa listahan ng mga dramang kinaiibigan ko.

Pag-ibig. Paghihiganti. Kamatayan.

Pa'no na kaya sa pang-apat? XDXDXD

Hahaha. May common factor pala 'tong tatlo. Hahahahaha.

Whaddyaknow, Oguri Shun...

2009-03-22T16:43:00.000+08:00

... would smile with Jun once more.

My display image in YM was foreshadowing~!! Hahahahaha.

April 17 can't get any nearer. And so we wait.

(Why do I get all Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban with that last sentence? LOL.)

The pains...

2009-03-21T12:37:00.000+08:00

.. of being born a female take toll.

I am sick.

Mum's still in Mindanao; but apparently would be back this coming Wednesday. The house is literally a mess. We fear.

Dad's leaving for America on the 29th.

Lastly, the rest of the world still suffers from recession whilst a stupid boyband, and their lovely staff, build boats out of gigantic Lego pieces to ride on for kilometers on end, to be shown on Japanese primetime television.

But really, why do I love those stupid people?

Yet, why am I not concentrating on acads? I still have requirements: PaperSSSSS, examSS, reports, make-up cheverness to accomplish for ALL of my subjects~!!

Two weeks more. Just two weeks more~!!

TTT-TTT

Paper(s) Break

2009-03-19T15:52:00.000+08:00

Here I am struggling for ideas to put on all four papers for MuL 13 due tomorrow..

..and Wikipedia-ing Jerry Yan again, after so many years.

Ah, so old. XD

But I really was in love with him. Haha.

I even wished that my dad still worked in Taiwan.

*Me and my obsessing self. Tsk.*

I wonder when I'd get tired of it all?

What is the difference between 'wind' and 'air?'

The former blows on its own accord.

The latter exists to be breathed by you and me.

Shet.

Is their a difference between 'fate' and 'destiny?'

The latter is self-determined.

The former is imposed by external factors and or beings.

I do not have a fate. I have a destiny.

Japan, just you wait.

Words are powerful.

Why Paulo Coelho rocks my socks.

2009-03-16T14:16:00.000+08:00

In my attempt to cram The Alchemist in my brain for tomorrow's quiz in Eng 12, I fought my being against e-books and went on a search.

Thank God I had. I've just read the most helpful introduction to a book ever.

Coelho says there are four factors that hinder us humans from reaching our goal:

We are told from childhood that having such and such dreams are impossible.
Love - fear of giving up everything, and everyone, to follow that dream.
Defeats - that when we get over our giving up people's expectations in us, we concern ourselves with committing mistakes. That everything we gave up for was useless.
Upon a couple more steps onto reaching that goal, we hesitate. We feel guilt, looking around to those who failed in their journeys, and thinking that what we've done so far doesn't make us deserving of what we want (even though we worked our asses off for it).

And for his final paragraph, I shall type it here as a whole:

This (referring to the fourth) is the most dangerous of the obstacles because it has a kind of saintly aura about it: renouncing joy and conquest. But if you believe yourself worthy of the thing you fought so hard to get, then you become an instrument of God, you help the Soul of the World, and you understand why you are here.

~ Coelho, as translated by Costa, M.J.

I deserve every failure, and every accomplishment I've gotten until now.

My final words?

WALANGYA KA KUNG SINO KA MANG PINAHIRAM KO NG LIBRO KONG 'THE ALCHEMIST.' IBALIK MO NA SIYA PLEASE.

I'm serious. TT-TT

What enables the mud...

2009-03-15T16:08:00.000+08:00

... to make lotus flowers bloom?

Hahaha. So naaawa naman ako sa character ni Korean Akira sa Korean HYD. XD Grabe, sisingitan na nga lang siya ng emo moment, hindi pa tinuluy-tuloy. What was that, a mear five minutes?! So sad..

At feeling ko tuloy my hidden desire siya kay Kim Bum. Haha.

Well, who doesn't? LOL. In my case though, hindi siya hidden. <3

Sunken Garden~!! Hahaha. Reminds me of the long paper we have to write on it, relating to the Tragedy of the Commons. Anthro 132. Nakow.

Sometimes, positive views hurt, 'ya know. XDXDXD Lalo na 'pag medyo wala na talagang pag-asa.

Anyhoos, ansaya mag-karaoke without a karaoke machine sa Sunken. Shet talaga. Hahaha. Tapos SM Marikina after~!! Circle-themed siya, mahusay~!!

Grabe, perstaym kong maging pulubi ng tuluyan. 'pag uwi ko, tumataginting na sampumpiso na lang laman ng wallet ko. Kundi pa kami biniyayaan ng quasi-free foodz, 'di ko na alam kung saan ako pupulutin. Doumo salamat very much!

Things fail when you need them the most. Sandals, LRT-2, ano ba? Hehehe.

What are overpasses for? TT-TT

I decided to be a lotus. I swear I'm over with feeling disheartened on people who don't appreciate my cuteness. Or those pretending to. It is their loss.

What I can do, I would. What I can't, I won't. This has always been the case anyhows.

I shall rant. But I shall never be fazed, ever.

Then again, I'm known to eat my words like how I'm doing with star apples nowadays.

Star apples, I you~!!

So then, Sho too has a drama. And I have field school this summer. *cries*

Behold Bito...

2009-03-10T15:20:00.000+08:00

From tenjostyle@lj:

What I did upon seeing this a few minutes ago?

Jaw dropped.

Laughed.

I am a mean Jun fan. XD I am a mean Filipino. XDXDXD

Dreamscapes

2009-03-09T13:23:00.000+08:00

Dapat talaga hindi ako napapadpad sa mall eh.

Stupid bookstores. XD

Just when the acads get the toughest.

Bought Stephen King's Nightmares & Dreamscapes. Short stories collection na naman.

Ayun. I am doomed. Shet.

In other news: Finally finished Things Fall Apart. And I'm cursing myself for not finishing it before the quiz. Walangyang 3/10 'yan. Hahaha. Hindi rin nakapag-participate sa discussion kasi I was clueless. Gah.

Pero anganda talaga. Nag-init na naman dugo ko sa mga puti. LOL.

Tapos ko na rin ang The Sound of Waves ni Mishima Yukio. I shall perfect the quiz tomorrow~!! Yatta~!

Grabe I was rooting for the labtim all the way. Buti na lang... Woot. Pero trust Jap literature to end things with a disturbing paragraph. Or phrase.

Hai... Whatever.

Seryoso. Hindi pa rin nababalik sa'kin The Alchemist (ni Coelho) ko. At 'di ko alam kung sino ang pinahiram ko nun about a year ago. Potek.

Kung sa Forensic Medicine...

2009-03-08T15:00:00.000+08:00

.. ako mapunta, hindi n'ako magtataka.

What I learned from VOICE's 8th episode:

Idoling something equates to not seeing the big picture. Kasi nga blinded ka in awe (or in my case, by the shiny, shimmering, splendid of Arashi's wardrobe XD). Pero in life, nobody can see the big picture. Sa episode na ito, pinakita na ang panonood lang ng CSI ang nagbadya kay Teppei na pumasok sa forensics. Pero... I shall not spoil. Haha. Idolizing something is not all that bad. It compels you to act upon your dream. Or in my case, it gave me a dream that I seriously, seriously, want to fulfill. ='D

People shouldn't judge other people based on their emotions, or the things still other people say. They should make an effort to know somebody, or the instances that had that somebody, be that somebody. Hindi uubra ang backstabbing. In the end, sinusuffice lang nito ang need ng mga tao of less mundane, but incriminating, topics to talk to. Kung ang tingin mo sa isang tao ay base lang sa tingin ng ibang tao sa taong un, aba, kailangan mo rin ng sariling pag-iisip~!! XD Sure ka bang hindi malabo ang paninging nung iba? Na hindi sila bulag dahil sa sariling interes? XDXDXD

Alam kong fictional lang ang mga happenings sa VOICE. Pero, you know.. I don't know.

Let's all be happy~!!

2009-03-08T09:14:00.000+08:00

RULES:

1. Write down 10 happy thoughts for the week.

2. Tag 10 persons in your contacts.

3. Make sure you leave a comment in their site.

Not in any particular order. Actually, not in order talaga. Magulo utak ko eh.

a. Arashi. Kailangan pa bang i-memorize ito?

b. Cake baking. @ Thea's. I will never look at brown sugar the same way again. XD

c. Rummage sale @ San Vicente for Eng 11. Sabi ko nga I am meant for great things. Hahaha. Pero seriously, gusto ko pang makipaglokohan sa mga residente roon. Wee... Kailangang may mag-assign ng ethnography sa'kin, now na~!! XDXDXD

d. Shrimp pizza. Ano nga ba talagang pangalan ng pizza na 'yun? LOL. Basta may shrimp. Masarap. Wooh.

e. Koreans. And Thea. Basta dayuhan + Thea. XDXDXD Shet ang laughtrip talaga. I shall never look at Koreans the same way ever again. Hehehe.

f. Blood typing sa Anthro 101. Kung saan nalaman kong B+ ang dugo ko. Buong akala ko O ako. My mother has failed me. XD

g. Things Fall Apart. Ni Chinua Achebe. Ang sarap niya basahin kasi hindi siya nagpapaka-deep. Kung nagpapaka-deep man, keri lang. Kasi sobrang. Ewan. I cannot put it into words. Pero, I shall try: The novel didn't use complicated words. It didn't need them anyway. So good, on its own. =') Super fail nga kasi eto lang ung kaisa-isang babasahin na hindi ko natapos before mag-quiz for Eng 12. So far, peyborit ko siya. At 'di ko pa rin siya tapos. Other acads. Hmph. Hahaha.

h. I don't care anymore. Yosh~!! Ang vague. XD People's trust. Laban lang.

i. May crush na uli akong nakikita at nakakausap ko sa totoong buhay~!! Woohoo~!!

j. Bartdei ni Luke. Eto I shall not try to put into words. Words aren't worth it.

Tagging;

Nica, Luke, Roman-s, Elia, L, K, Jayvee-s, Erol, Ate Iya, Gail

Sho talking about...

2009-03-04T01:25:00.000+08:00

... I was going to post some lines from capncosmo@lj's translation of Sho's long interview on a magazine called MISS. But I ended up copying most of it.

So, I erased them all and would just give the link for those interested.

...

*Maging interesado ka~!!*

XDXDXD

The link is here.

A wind different from yesterday's will blow today...

2009-03-02T07:02:00.000+08:00

..., won't it?

"Although various people are asking me questions about various things, whether the answers are right or wrong, surely they belong only to me. So, always sound the sound of an unwavering hope, to this heart that's gotten used to giving up."

~ Yano Kenta / Ohno Satoshi in Kumorinochi, Kaisei's second verse (as translated by saladesu@lj).

Voice, how I love it so...

2009-02-28T06:41:00.000+08:00

Munchausen Syndrome.

So there is a term for faking sickness. Which doesn't mean that this isn't sickness per se after all. It is sickness, faking sickness.

I have learned something from Voice's 6th episode. That having regular interactions with people isn't a justifying proof of having a good relationship with them.

Before, I have always regarded myself worthless for not making enough effort to catch up with people I know and I care about. But, now I know that I could still show I care for them by "not" caring.

This is why I love Japanese dramas. You know they are made to generate income and high ratings for television networks that want you to participate in a capitalistic, globalized world. You know they are formulaic, like other countries' shows - designed to be tearjerkers or laughtrips, or both. But at the end of the day, they make you realize something. Something vital and yet most of us don't notice, or have forgotten.

Realizations through randomness, more randomness, and, pretty boys.

Uta no Oniisan. Love it. Much. So much, it hurts.

Why does it have to end?!

I never expected to like Uta no Oniisan. Because it's about a children's show. You know, where people sing and dance with animals and wear costumes of animals and plants and whatever else could be made mascot of?

Figured out I should watch it because of Ohno Satoshi, Arashi's leader.

It isn't all about Ohno now. The scriptwriter's a genius. I have a great deal of respect now with nursery rhymes of all kinds; from different parts of the world.

But, I hate Kenta's ex-girlfriend. Grr..

My emo week is over. Yatta~?

LOL.

Elia and I compelled Roman-s to give us flowers. And whaddyaknow? He did~!!

*Iba na talaga 'pag kumikita na nang sariling pera.*

XDXDXD

I don't really like flowers. They can't be eaten, nor re-sold... What's their point right?

But I have a favorite flower. The tulip. I have decided on this since before, as I have been bugged what my favorite flower was often. And I like the tulip just for the sole reason that my Kindergarten II section is Tulip. XD

People think all XX bearers love flowers. Haha.

But then again, I wonder if they aren't wrong?

I like the shakuhachi. I love aerophones. I adore most things Japanese.

No wonder...

Our ultra cool MuL 13 professor doesn't require us to watch anything. If we want to watch something, or have been required in other subjects to, we could write a reaction paper on it and pass it to him, given that we relate it to stuff we learned from our class (World Music Cultures).

I attended a koto concert by Fukada Chieko last night. She's big on the koto business.

What appealed to me the most however, was Mr. Sakamoto and his shakuhachi.

Love.

2009-02-22T09:31:00.000+08:00

I miss this.

Walang-wala.

2009-02-19T20:58:00.000+08:00

I'd like to think I have priorities, no matter how twisted they are. So, I made out-of-the-blue decisions against things I have been looking forward to having...

... very much. Practically since forever.

Should I be sad that I've realized it's not worth it to pay much on? Even though I so totally know, deep in my heart, that it's worth it?

Am I, just now, being mature?

No, I am not. I am sacrificing. And I hate it.

I am sacrificing too much nowadays. Not that I hate sacrificing per se..

PERO BADTRIP TALAGA AKO SA PARTNER CHEVER SA ANTHRO 101 POSITION PAPER. TO THINK NA HINDI NAMAN AKO UNG WALANG PARTNER/KA-GROUP NUNG UNA. TO THINK NA I MADE PAYAG TO BE PARTNER NA LANG SA KANYA KASI WALA NGA SIYANG PARTNER. REGARDLESS KUNG LABAG SA KALOOBAN KO O HINDI. I MADE PAYAG PA RIN.

AND THEN SIYA NAG-SUGGEST NG TOPIC. NA 'DI KO NA LANG TINUTULAN KASI WALA AKONG MAISIP THAT TIME. SO NAGING MALIGALIG AKO'T NAGSULAT NG PROPOSAL MAG-ISA. AT SIYA NAG-PASS.

TAPOS NGAYON GINAGAWA KO RIN UNG PAPER NG MAG-ISA.

But I shall smile. For April is near.

Kailangan ko ng romaji...

2009-02-16T10:30:00.000+08:00

... ng lyrics ng Setsuna ng GReeeeN.

Or kana. Kahit may kanji, keri lang.

TT-TT.

Kailangan pa ng mas maraming fans ng GReeeeN para instantaneous din ang paglabas ng lyrics ng mga kanta nila kahit 'di pa officially released ung singles. XD

Kaya people, let's GReeeeN ourselves~!!

Siyempre Arashi rin.

='D

Alam niyo ba kung bakit isang smile ang logo ng GReeeeN? Bukod sa pagka-dentist ng mga members? Sample:

Sabi ng isang fan theory, it stands for grin (as in ngiti, ngisi, wateber). Cool 'di ba?

Sa pag-iwas sa mga dapat gawin, binasa ko by chance ang Wikipedia entry on C.S. Lewis. Matagal ko na siyang idol with his Narnia masterpiece. Pero isa na rin siya sa super idol ko ngayon. Bale, kapantay ni Jun, hehehe.

Hindi ko masasabing atheist ako, o naging atheist, pero, wala lang. Nakatutuwang kahit mga intellectual sila ni Tolkien, eh nagka-conflict lang dahil sa choice ni Lewis na mapabilang sa Church of England imbes sa Roman Catholic Church.

What difference of faith can do to people. ='D

Bakit ba nagpopost ako ng bonggang-bongga kung kailan dapat may sinisimulan na'kot tinatapos na mga bagay-bagay on acads?

TT-TT

No escape.

In other news: ANG HOT NI NINO SA BELIEVE PV. OMG. SI AIBA RIN. AT SI OHNO. SI SHO RIN. AT SI JUN~!!

XDXDXD

At bakit nag-uulan ng kanta ang Arashi? Grabe, nalilito na'ko.

Sana rin may pera akong pambili ng AAA 2008 DVD ng Arashi. But no. Mukhang kailangan ko na talagang magnakaw sa kahit anong bangko?

Who's gonna help me?

Setsuna

2009-02-15T13:31:00.000+08:00

Moment.

Moments.

Love it. XD

Salamat kay Yzzy sa kanyang pagkaawa, este, pagbibigay sa'min ng roses. Kaya dahil diyan, mahal na kita Yzzy~!!

Hahaha.

Sobrang bait ni God. Nagbibigay na ng signs. Pero pasaway tayong mga mortal na hindi nakikinig. Ayan. Napagod tuloy sa matinding search for the Internet.

SHET.

Buti na lang kasama ko si Luke at Elia kundi sobrang nabanas na'ko sa kapirangot na tulog at hindi kapirangot na academic pressure.

February, YOU SHALL END~!!

='D

Na-realize ko na naman na importanteng buhay pa ako. Kahit walang lablayp. Ayun. Kawawa naman si Jun kung 'di niya ako makikilala 'di ba? Tatanda siyang single. Hindi niya maikakalat ang kanyang almost perfect genes~!! Sabi nga ni Darwin...

Argh.

But I shall still smile.

I need confidence. Badly.

OMG THIS IS NOT HAPPENING.

2009-02-12T01:35:00.000+08:00

JUN MATSUMOTO.

IN A DRAMA.

AS A HALF-FILIPINO, HALF-JAPANESE MAN.

THIS SPRING. TBS. FRIDAY. 10 PM.

I don't see how he'd fair as a half-Filipino. But, whatever. I LOVE YOU JAPAN~!!

*Taken from everywhere. Fandom is ECSTATIC about this. Yes.*

Tears won't stop flowing. Literally. Maybe because I haven't careered studying for Eng 12?*

I DON'T CARE. JUN~!!

The best answers in the world...

2009-02-10T15:18:00.000+08:00

Totally taken from here.

"A T-shirt. I carry out a campaign of wearing short-sleeved shirts in winter."

~ Sho, when asked what the point of his outfit was during this interview.

"Pepsi Nex!"

~ Jun, when asked what was his favorite drink. BTW, he is a Pepsi Nex spokesperson. XD

"Vermont Curry, medium hot!"

~ Aiba, when asked how hot he wants curry. He is a Vermont Curry spokesperson. LOL.

Soup de Okoge. XD

~ Nino, when asked what is his specialty in cooking. And yes, he is a spokesperson of Soup de Okoge.

"I like bath salts but I won't because I'd be scolded by my mum. She'd use the leftover water for laundry."

~ Sho, when asked what kind of bath salt he likes. What are bath salts?! XD

"Sunrise. XD"

~ Aiba, when asked how he wakes up in the morning. AIBA I <3<3<3 YOU~!! The others answered with family members waking them up, or alarm clocks. Hahaha.

"I want to be called "Jun" at home. But if will beat them if he/she calls me "MatsuJun.""

~ Jun, when asked how he'd like his future child/ren to call him. I will do anything to see his children call him "Jun" 'coz I bet he wouldn't really like it. More so, "MatsuJun." Come to think about it, if I'd be the mother of his children... SHET. XD

"It's a waste if you don't use them, since there are many functions."

~ Jun, when asked if he uses emoticons on text messages. Okay.

"Pepsi Nex."

~ Jun, when asked what he buys from the convenience store impulsively. How supportive can he be of the product? Pepsi should be paying him handsomely. XDXDXD

"Ohno-kun. I want to draw a picture nicely."

~ Sho, when asked who he wants to change places with for a day. I feel for him. Sho's drawing skills (or lack thereof) are comparable to mine. TT-TT

"Myself. I cannot win easily and has not won perfectly."

~ Ohno, when asked who his rival is.

My rival is myself too. I am stressed.

Yosh~!!

Why am I not in New York?!

2009-02-08T03:14:00.000+08:00

Or in Japan for that matter.

TT-TT

This just. SHET.

He sang truth, with a fangirl~!! HE SANG truth WITH A FANGIRL~!!

Not to mention him asking how much he is liked among other members of Arashi.. DORK.

And this, with him being cool and understanding AND SO MUCH COOL. And OMFG he performed the hand thing at the end.

There are lots more fan stuff going around. But.

I swear I will watch YattaMan. The anime first. With the pandemonium going on, I am totally convinced it's not just about heroes-thing-with-robots-saving people show.

Gah~!

2009-02-06T17:28:00.000+08:00

I need to involve myself with comics more. HAHA.

For the win, click here! As in, HERE.

XDXDXD

Had interaction with Austrians some hours ago at the University Hotel. Didn't even care if we were on the girls' side. It was fun talking to them because they do all the thinking about new topics when dead air's bound to happen.

Kids on the streets made such a huge impact on them. Also, Filipino women in power. And over-all Pinoy friendliness. They adore beaches. And other stuff. They worry about getting fat because all they are made to do here is eat.

They feel awkward that people gawk at them on the streets.

This activity made me realize that everyone's really human who want things they do not have. Too bad I'm no good at German. XD

All they know of Japan is Tokio Hotel.

Oh they have British English so I got my first taste of hearing "flat," a term which doesn't in any way relate to a tire. Hahaha.

Had a beer. Felt woozy. But it was all worth it. Got a little talkative so it wasn't much of a task for me to talk. Woot.

Afterwards Luke, Clio, Elia, Bianca and me walked back to TK. We then went to the Main Lib with K, L, and Jayvee-s to eat.

I love bacon.

But I love Raidas much, much more.

I am a failure. XD

Hell Month, you shall pass. TT-TT

Threading on dangerous waters

2009-02-01T16:00:00.000+08:00

Tell me: Why am I doing everything in my power for the last 30 minutes to find a picture of Kim Bum playing some Korean named guy who is that country's version of Nishikado Soujiroh from Japan's Hana Yori Dango?

TT-TT

No, I shall not convert. I shall not. I must not!

OMG I figured out how, and where, that VLC snapshot thing saves the pictures~!!

I think he's cute, isn't he? And he's just about a year older than me; which makes him perfect. Figures. Hurrah~!! Or not.

But my obsessions always start with a little cuteness there, and then... Poof~!

See? Me thinks I'm developing a fetish for guys who wear hats. I don't even like hats, or caps, or anything of the sort. This is Jun and his Fedora madness' fault!! XDXDXD Next to Kim Bum is the counterpart of Mimasaka Akira; and the last one's "Doumyouji." I can barely remember Korean names, so this would suffice for now.

Why am I doing this? And just when Elia's unreachable.

Elia come back... XD

Hindi na'ko magtataka..

2009-02-01T05:38:00.000+08:00

.. kung magkasakit talaga si Nino ng kung anumang chever sa utak.

Pero sana, sana, sana, hindi. XD

Nung 2006, Ewing's Sarcoma habang nagsisikap siyang makapasok sa Tokyo Uni...

Nung 2007, autism habang nagsisikap siyang tumakbo sa mga marathon...

At this spring (sa Japan, XD), cerebral palsy naman!! Habang nagsisikap siyang mag-door-to-door kasi salesman naman siya.

Woooot~!!

*Galing ito dito.

Rage! RAAAAAAAAGE!!

2009-01-29T17:47:00.000+08:00

Break the Curse of Friday the 13th! Rage your passion at this year's U.P. Fair's loVeRAGE 3, 6 PM onwards, at the UP Sunken Garden on February 13.

Tickets at Php 90 lang each!!

Performing are Bamboo, Sugarfree, Urbandub, Kjwan, Itchyworms, Greyhoundz, Razorback, Typecast, Moonstar88, Silent Sanctuary, Kitchie Nadal, Stonefree, Mayonnaise, Cambio, Hilera, Soapdish, Giniling Festival, De Lara, Valley of Chrome, Fuse, Zelle, Salamin, Fuerzza, Chubibo, Top Junk, Intolerant, Menaya, Playphonics, Sopiz, Kelevra, and many moooore!!

What's more, may fireworks come midnight. MAY FIREWOOOOORKS!!

Contact me sa YM, e-mail, here sa Multips or text me. Supposing that you know my number.. Hahaha.

Ayoko na.

2009-01-26T16:57:00.000+08:00

Kailangan ko ng lablayp. WAAAAAAA~H...

At ng bibili ng mga binebenta ko for my orgs. Refer to post before the last. XD

Bartdei ni Sho~!!

2009-01-25T05:51:00.000+08:00

His father is one of the Japanese government's big men. Kumbaga, elite since birth. XD

He scolds people who don't throw trash properly. Poor Nino.

He hit paparazzi and fans with his vinyl umbrella. Sana may payong din akong vinyl!!

He dances stiffly. Parang ako lang. LOL.

He has a degree in Economics from Keio University. Yes, we are so proud. 'di ako mapapagod ipagmalaki 'to.

He writes rap marvelously.. Matalinghaga. Nosebleed.

.. And performs them flawlessly. Siya lang ang rapper na trip ko.

He literally rocks ballad songs. And goes away with it. XD

He fails at things miserably. That's why he is adored.

He is a newscaster and an announcer. Period.

May kulang pa ba sa resume niya? Hehehehe.

Finally, he turns 27 today!! Furui da~!

And yet, so hot. Hahahahahaha.

Sho. Oh Sho. Salamat sa lahat.

And to your parents, "Thank you for raising him up." XD Yes Sho, that birthday greeting line you uttered on Shukudai was totally random, a failure. But I love you. So, cheber lang.

Woooooooooot.

Hapi bartdei~!!

Gusto niyo akong tulungan?

2009-01-22T15:25:00.000+08:00

Bili na ng mga sumusunod!!!!!!!

YSA Salon Gift Certificate (worth Php 1000) for Php 750!!
Tickets for UPCAT: The Movie; film showing on the 24th of February at the UP Film Institute, 5:00-7:00 PM, for Php 60 each!!
Tickets for UP Fair 09's Loverage 3, February 13, all-night, featuring Bamboo, Parokya ni Edgar, and lots more chever, for Php 90 each!!

Siyempre text niyo 'ko. Or e-mail. Or private message-ek dito sa Multiply. Or snail mail. XD Ayun.

Gah, I need a normal life. Badly. TT-TT

BILI NA KAYO!! MURANG-MURA LAAAANG!! Wooooooooot.

I'm actually...

2009-01-18T08:56:00.000+08:00

.. talking to my dad about a Japanese song.

And not just any other song, but Ohno Satoshi's Kumorinochi Kaisei (Fine day after a Cloudy One?), otherwise known as Uta no Onii-san's theme.

I didn't even listen to it on purpose for him to like it. I only listen to music "on purpose" when mum's around. XD

Just got the ripped version off the drama's opening when I decided to check it out. I have yet to watch the first episode (No fast softsubber around, I believe.) you see. Anyhoos, my dad heard strains of it and, whaddayouknow? I'm playing it on loop for the past hour at his request.

He asked if it was the in song in Japan nowadays. I said no (In the near future, yes. XD); that it hasn't been released yet. So he asked if it was an old one (Given that he likes music from his era. Hehe.) and I answered "no" too.

He says out of all the Japanese songs he's heard me listening to, this is the one he likes. It has nice melody and such and... He's singing along! With Ohno's "down, down, down!"

I like the song myself, even if what I have is like, just the half of it. Which is what I'm having 'til March, when the song would be released alongside "Believe," Sho's movie's Yatterman's theme.

And so my love...

2009-01-17T11:11:00.000+08:00

... for anything British lives on.

For serious, I am surprised I still can be encaptured by them. What hotness could do to someone like me... Hahahaha.

It all started last week on my chancing upon "Adam and Joe Go Tokyo," a cultural show of sorts of two British men on Japan. What can be better than a thing on Japan, than a thing on Japan as presented by the British?!

Nothing.

Wooooot.

And so started last weekend, in-between attempts on proper fangirling I suppose.

Then, Nica lent me her "The Tales of Beedle the Bard," which is made of pure awesomeness. I so wish I have that much money to buy my own copy, but I don't because I have to pay for so much things. I'd probably be broke until next academic year. TTT-TTT

It's worth the dough; well, at least if your sense of what's worth it or not is the same as mine... XD

I cannot put it into words, without spoiling anybody. But, I REALLY REALLY miss Dumbledore. And Prof. McGonagall. And Hermione. And all the other characters that I treated as real people from the world of Harry Potter. It's like, whilst reading the book, my heart wanted to burst forth and declare to the whole world that I would adore Harry to no end.

This, my friends, is solid proof that it's dangerous to introduce me to something, that most probably, I'd like.

It should've just probably stopped with the great fairytales. But Nica gave me a copy of the film "Angus, Thongs, and Full-frontal Snogging," and I just..

.. OMG, what are the British doing to me?! Is this their revenge, for my setting them aside this past year?

So now I find myself getting LSS on a song where I could understand the lyrics at its fullest. XD It's called "Ultraviolet" by the Stiff Dylans. I don't know if the band does really exist as it originated from the book version. Must. Search.

Hahahahaha.

I watched it to get it over with. To erase it so that my phone would get its rest from being just a flash drive. But no. I can't erase it. Gah.

I am confused. Robbie? Dave the Laugh? I even like Peter. TT-TT And Libby and the parents..

And the Ace Gang is <3<3<3.

For with or without...

2009-01-12T02:28:00.000+08:00

... subbing of this particular part of this particular episode..

.. I just love Sho. Or any Arashi member for that matter.

(Well this goes to any video with them really, but you know.. )

A query

2009-01-09T12:31:00.000+08:00

Tomboy ka ba?

I was asked this question just a couple of hours ago. It was amusing, really. I mean, I got asked the same question by my mother years before, when I was being my normal kid self, without all the embellishments expected of a little girl and all. What could she expect? We didn't have neighbors who had girls my age that I could play dolls with. Plus, I have two brothers who needed an iron fist, and tongue, from their older AND cuter sister every now and then.

I suppose she secretly, and laughingly, told herself off when a cousin of mine got me into Backstreet Boys. Still, I can't forget she asked me that. I wasn't offended. I just tend to remember things that, unfortunately, aren't mathematical theories and whatnot.

We finished off with our first laboratory session on the postcranial cheverness of the human body at 2:30. I was pretty excited to get my feet moving, ride the jeepney bound for Katipunan, sit on the MatsuMiya-themed LRT-2, and walk towards home for Nirvana aka Arashi. The week wasn't so bad, as the year just started, and I was in a pretty good mood coming out from a technology-less vacation - but I needed my Arashi fix, lots of it, badly.

I was being inwardly giddy in the train, thinking of how I did well on my music exam, when it reached Cubao station and people surged in. A woman who's not old, but not young either XD, seated herself beside the guy beside me. It was a random thing. I probably would've forgotten her, and would now be filling to my heart's content all the dorkiness of Japanese entertainment, but I didn't. Because she spoke in the train.

At first I thought she was soliciting money, like what some are doing in the buses and jeepneys; but she was there to promote free faith healing sessions held in Cubao, and a television and radio show broadcasting the said affairs. She proceeded on with the schedule of the healings and as I'm bad with numbers, I forgot them. XD Afterwards, she enumerated the things that could be cured for attending them. Of course nobody was paying any attention to her.

It wasn't so bad really. She wasn't asking for anyone's money. You see, I get annoyed when people ask me to give money. All of us do. But then I heard the words "bakla" and "tomboy" in her speech, and I was suddenly all ears.

With my quasi-naive mind, I thought what she said at first was that everyone who would attend the sessions, regardless of age, gender, and so on, would be healed. Of course that wasn't the case. She was saying that gay people can, and should be, healed.

Everyone who I talked to since my latter years of grade school and high school knows I'm not all pro with the gay people. Like some, I am not in favor of being gay. Yes, I know I was being racist. But you know, I really can't explain myself well with things like these after all. XD

College brought me an understanding of what being gay is all about. And even though I can't say I'm for the greater good of mankind, womankind and gaykind now, still, I understand. Which led to my mind brooding on whether I should question the woman.

I did.

Her: *speech*

Me: (butts in) Ah excuse me po, ano.. Ung pagiging bakla at tomboy po ba, kasalanan ba un?

Her: ... Oo, bad spirits un eh... Bakit, (in a very, very concerned expression) tomboy ka ba?

Me: Ay, hindi naman po.

Her: Ah may kilala ka bang ganun?

Me: Wala naman po.

Her: (looks at me)

Me: So kasalanan nga po ba un? Ung pagiging bakla at tomboy?

Her: Oo, pagsapi un ng mga masasamang espiritu eh...

Me: Sino po may sabi? Saan po?

Her: Ang Diyos. Siyempre..

Me: Ano po?

Her: Sa salita ng Diyos. Eh 'di ba nga babae at lalake lang naman ang kanyang nilikha...

Me: Ah okay po. Pero, mali un eh.

She didn't really understand what I said. I suppose she thought I was agreeing with her. She smiled at me and said "Oo nga." I should've emphasized "pero," or expressed that last sentence fully. I did.

Me: Ay hindi po, mali po ung sinasabi mo..

Her: (still smiling, not menacingly, just smiling)

I should blame it on the soft voice I used in our little talk. Probably she still thinks that that confused girl who asked her at the train was agreeing with her beliefs. At least, I made someone happy? I wasn't looking for trouble. I wasn't after an intellectual debate either, as I know for myself I would be defeated in whatever topic I decide to squeeze myself in, even those involving things I'm obsessed with.

When I was to alight, I mustered all my energy and stood and walked like a prim and proper lady, despite wearing a dark shirt and loose pants. I suspect she suspects I am lesbian still, and so, the effort. I can't really be bothered by what people perceive of me. I really don't care. I just want to get a message across - that people who aren't gay can understand what it is, and all the challenges that goes with belonging to the third "sex..."

... that is, if she understood that I disagreed with her. I hope she does, eventually.

I am highly amused. I don't know if I should be proud of what I did or not. But blogging it says I am, right?

At least I now know that I can interview strangers on-the-spot.

And when we chanced to look...

2009-01-07T14:47:00.000+08:00

... into each other's eyes, I just stare like that.

Host: So, wait, you ride the train?

Nino: Yes.

Host: Like, normally, ride it?

Nino: Yes. This is what it seems. Yes.

Host: Don't the people say, "It's Nino, it's Nino!!"

Nino: They do. They do, yes.

Host: And?

Nino: Well, it really is Nino... So, like, what are they going to do about it?!

OMG SNARKY NINO HOW I'VE MISSED YOU SO.

I need to post proper stuff on the days I've spent in Mindanao. Minsan na nga lang magkaroon ng matinong bakasyon (aka walang PC, for the most part.. In my defense, hindi naman PC ang laptop 'di ba?! 'di ba??? XD), hindi ko pa ikukuwento.

Pero I can't because academic stuff are killing me. Midterms epek na pala? TTT-TTT

MuL 13 would start it. On Friday. This Friday.

Tapos next, next week we shall have an exam on postcranial bones/parts of humans.

HOMG. Like, the only thing I've finished reading for Eng 12 was Ramayana at hindi pa siya kailangang basahin.

Speaking of, umiinit ang dugo ko sa Ramayana. PESTENG RAMA. KAMUSTA NAMAN UNG PAGKAMARTIR NI SITA TAPOS IPADADAAN NIYA SA APOY. TAPOS IBABANISH PA NIYA. TAPOS PABABALIKIN NIYA SA KANYA?!

ANO BA UN?!

At nabibuwisit na rin ako sa Medea. Nagiging peminista tuloy ako.

Oh how the glare...

2009-01-06T16:21:00.000+08:00

... of my computer missed me so.

But then again, I need my beauty sleep. Ha!

I'm not so sure if I'm pleased that I'm finally "home." I suppose I should be.

INTERNET. WOOT.

2009-01-02T17:16:00.000+08:00

Marirealize mo talaga ang halaga ng technology 'pag napunta ka sa lugar na wala nito.

Well actually, marirealize mo lang talaga siya 'pag "nabalik" ka na sa sibilisasyon. Kasi keri ko naman ang buhay sa Pigcawaran for two weeks or so (with little attempts to net access sa phone). Tapos ngayong nasa Davao kami, wala na. Wala. Fail.

I need to go back to our PC at home and exhaust, este, hug it to no end. Gah. I need to download all the end-of-year shows cheber sa Japan!

OMG WHAT WILL I DO WHEN I GET BACK?!

Arashi? Acads? Shet anraming acad stuff na. Wala na'kong maaasahang vacation thingy hanggang matapos na ang sem. I shall not be free anymore.

At I'm applying for something pa pala. I shall be dead. Woot.

Anyhoos, ang cool ng vacation ko. May mga dumaraang sundalo + trucks + tangke sa tapat ng bahay ng lolo ko. Tapos may sound effects pang mga kanyon 'pag gabi. May live-action war sa kabilang barrio raw eh. Siyempre hindi ako natutuwang may mga nagdadalamhati habang nagpapakababoy kami sa pagkain, pero ayun eh. Wala namang kanyon na sound epeks sa Malacañang.

Sana meron.

Hahahahahaha.

Nagwalis ako gamit ang walis tingting! At nagkaroon ng tubig something ung right index finger ko pati thumb! Pero magaling na sila ngayon.

Ano pa ba? Pulubi pa rin ako. Ayun.

Tapos may phone na pala ako. Same number. Ayun.

Bago pala makarating sa bahay ng lolo ko, kailangan naming mag-cross ng river. Walang dating sana 'to kung may bridge eh. Pero wala, wala! Wooh. Hardcore crossing the river ang drama.

At may issue pang sa records daw ng munisipyo, tapos na RAW ung pagrerepair sa bumagsak na bridge. Pero hindi talaga. Kaya. Ayun. Pero hardcore pa rin. Corruption everywhere.

I see green everywhere! Yahoo! At may crickets chirping effects kasabay nung mga kanyon kaya, in a way, peaceful. Hehe.

Absent pala ako sa persday. Fail ang tickets namin pauwi eh. LOL. January 6, tanghali. Kamusta naman un? Mamimiss ko tuloy ung quiz on Medea. Keri lang kasi hindi ko pa nababasa kasi fail ung dala kong readings.

Sige, I shall go offline and sleep my sorrows away. Hahahahahaha.

Arashi?

Acads?

Hmmm...

In other news: OMG SHET ANG HOT NI SHO!

SHO~!!

Woot.

2008-12-28T13:28:00.001+08:00

Na-post ba ung chever ko kahapon? Feel ko hindi. Haha. Anhirap mag-blog gamit ang phone. Masyado pang magastos. Astig dito, araw-araw may mga trak ng sundalo na dumaraan! May sound epeks pang kanyon! Ja~

Woot.

2008-12-28T13:28:00.000+08:00

Arashi!

2008-12-27T08:55:00.000+08:00

Ok.. Online gamit ang phone! Astig ang technology! Haha. May mga dumaan na tank ng mga sundalo. Astig! Asa Pigcawayan kami ngayon. Tahimik pero ang gulo asa kabilang bayan lang, Dado. May mga kanyon. Wooh! Sa uulitin! Wala na'kong load. Haha. Regaluhan niyo ako ng orig dvd copy ng Letters from Iwo Jima!

Arashi!

2008-12-27T08:52:00.001+08:00

Arashi!

2008-12-27T08:52:00.000+08:00

Arashi!

2008-12-27T08:50:00.001+08:00

Ok.. Online gamit ang phone! Astig ang technology! Haha. May mga dumaan na tank ng mga sundalo. Astig! Asa pigcawayan kami ngayon. Tahimik pero ang gulo asa kabilang bayan lang, Dado. May mga kanyon. Wooh! Sa uulitin! Wala na'kong load. Haha. Regaluhan niyo ako ng orig dvd copy ng Letters from Iwo JIMA!

Arashi!

2008-12-27T08:50:00.000+08:00

Dahil may internet dito...

2008-12-24T04:47:00.000+08:00

Hahahahaha.

WOOT.

26 NA TAON.

Bartdey niya ngayon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aiba! Mahal kita!!!!

At ang iyong ngiti.

At ang iyong tawa.

At ang iyong mga ngisi.

At ang mga emo moments mo na fail.

At ang mga moments mo na hindi fail.

At ang mga nakaloloka mong iniisip.

Kahit na porny ka..

Mahal ko ang iyong lahat-lahat!!!

Aalis kami...

2008-12-19T07:18:00.000+08:00

... minus dad. To Mindanao.

Bakasyon.

Excited ako! Wooh.

Sana wala nang mansunog ng sasakyan ng may sasakyan. Hahahaha.

Alam niyo ung feeling na hindi ka gutom pero hindi mo mapigilang kumain? Ganito impluwensya ng maraming party. Feeling ko weird 'pag hindi ako kumain sa oras ng pagkain. Kahit hindi ako nagugutom.

Next year I shall be super fat again. Grr..

Next year, too, I shall be busy as ever. Simula na talaga ng second sem! Me trembles.

TT-TT

Gusto ko ng fruitcake. Fruitcake!!

Anrami kong pangarap this vacation. Magbasa ng readings, sumakay ng kalabaw, magtampisaw sa ilog XD, magbasa ng mga libro tapos readings uli, mamitas ng mani, makakain ng avocado, magcheber ng mais o palay, matulog... Pero I know I'd have to bring the laptop because I will perish without Arashi.

Hehehe.

At mapapanood ko uli ang Time DVD ko! After 7 months!! Wala na kasi kaming DVD player. Lo-tech PCs. Can't sa laptop kasi ibang region setting cheber. Haha.

Ja~!

Pederasty

2008-12-08T15:17:00.000+08:00

An ancient concept.

Love between males. Concerning and adult and a young one only.

This is what The Iliad does to you. Haha. Flow of information.

Should I be pleased? LOL.

People. So interesting.

Is this what governs the OhMiya relationship?

SHET.

May bagong drama si Ri~da~! Hahahahaha. Badtrip kagigising ko lang ng malaman ko. Siyempre, tear ducts can't be stopped.

More LOL.

He'd be playing a comedic, failure band member AND lover AND family member who becomes a singer in a kid-oriented television show because he fails at life.

Expect more life lessons from the former psychopath/murderer/loner/cunning/hot lawyer. Ah, Japan television is !

Now where's Jun's drama?

='P

Speaking of dramas, watch Atang! Play siya ng Dulaang UP. May LSS from it. Sa mga nakanood, hulaan niyo kung anong kanta? Hahahaha. And watched it nung Saturday pa. Peste.

Kailangan kong magkaroon ng copy ng kantang un. Mainstream ba siya o kundiman? Ewan ko. Hindi ko alam. Google fails me.

Raming celebrities! Performers and audience alike. Nadayo pa mga U.P.-M peeps kasi ni-require din sila. Ah, profs..

Hehehe.

Perstaym in a long time to watch a play. Last one's El Fili ata, at from high school pa un - not the one that Dulaang UP staged months ago or something.

So ayun, masaya. Kaya lang, uber mental block. Walang masabi sa paper kasi inaantok ako from stress + cold + monthly period when I watched it.

XDXDXD

Tomorrow's gonna be one hell of a ride for me. Table tennis. Exam/Practicals.

TTT-TTT

Papers.. Bones.. More papers..

Ja~!

Maricar

2008-12-07T15:43:00.000+08:00

Apat na taon niya akong dinikitan nung high school! Hahahahaha. And now she really has moved on from my cuteness.

WOOT.

Ayan talaga ang nagagawa ng U.P.-Manila cheverness + Nursing toxicity. Nakakausap ko siya sa mga debut, kaya, in a way, masaya rin pumunta sa mga debut kahit na ayaw ko pa ring pumunta sa mga 'to regardless of who, where... Ayun.

So, 18 years old na rin siya. At may Multips na rin siya! Magbunyi!

XDXDXD

Nag-drama lang ako ng onti dahil gusto kong i-post 'tong pikchur na 'to grabbed from Ricar's Friendster...

Parang class pikchur lang. LOL. Hankyut ko 'di ba? 'di ba???

Grabe, antanda na namin. Peste.

Andaming gagawin. Namimiss ko nang mag-fangirl buong araw. Hahaha. Dahil hindi ko pa maumpisahan ang mga paper na dapat kong gawin dahil dapat, LABO, nag-attempt akong maglinis ng kuwarto + PC.

Ayun. Mahirap. Hahahahaha.

Kaya uumpisahan ko nang magpaka-writer muli kasi hindi puwedeng 'di ko sila maipasa sa Tuesday!! Hindi puwede~!

TT-TT

Masaya ang Physical Anthropology. Mukhang maaattach ako kay Skull 705. I refuse to name him kasi for sure may name naman siya nung buhay siya. Plus, why would I name someone way older than me? 52 years older pa.

Favorite parts ko ang sphenoccipital synchondrosis, mastoid process, styloid process, at coronoid process. Siyempre ung mga foramen din. Lalo na ung mental. Mukhang sasabit ako sa mga lacrimal chever, ethmoid, at kung anik-anik pang mga buto ng ilong at mata. Shoot.

Pero 'di pa dapat ako ma-dishearten dahil wala pa'ko sa mga landmarks! So far, lima pa lang ang naisapuso ko. Out of 100. Ata. HAHAHAHAHA.

Alare, "distance" sa base ng ilong. Auriculare, point above the external auditory meatus, starting ng zygomatic arch. Basion, asa may foramen magnum. Bregma, asa may coronal suture. Dacryon, asa may lacrimal banda...

Tapos, tapos...

Ayun. Cheber.

So I told myself 10 minutes is enough...

2008-12-03T17:11:00.000+08:00

But Arashi urges me to NOT control my fangirling time.

In the end, I spent 5 minutes more for rereading and solitary flailing. Kya~!

Click here for the ! And for Sho's dream, here!

Who goes to the airport in green (and red polka-dotted) pajamas?!

Only Aiba.

Buti na lang Pasko na. Haha.

Pagtitipon

2008-11-30T16:27:00.000+08:00

Marami!! Peste. Hahahaha. Pero masaya kasi hindi malungkot.

Bartdey ni Andres Bonifacio ngayon!! Na sa palagay ko eh dapat pambansang bayani natin! Kasi asa kanya lahat ng katangian ng mga Pinoy! Magiting, matatag, marangal, at, siyang tunay na nagpauso ng mga makulay na pantalon!

Siyempre, dahil bartdey niya, bartdey din ng aking bespren! WOOOOOT. Matanda na siya pero siya pa rin siya. Hehehehe.

Nagdaos siya ng pagtitipon noong nakaraang Sabado, ang gabi bago ang bartdey ni Ricar - solmeyt ko ng apat na taon sa mataas na paaralan.

Dumayo pa si Nika sa mesa namin para magpapicture kasama ako! At si Jarold pa nga pala.. Hehe.

Pinasasalamatan ko pala ng lubusan si Athena para sa outfit ko sa gabing ito! Sankyu~

At dahil adik talaga si Nika sa kakyutan ko, hahaha, pinagbigyan ko uli ang kanyang munting hiling, ng walang talent fee!! Shet ambait ko! XD

Parang Gossip Girl lang ang dating ng lugar. Kasi andun si Niño para magsilbing "Greg" ng kanyang "Chuck!" Wahaha. Tapos marami pang galing sa high society. LOL. Sabi nga ni Iric, mararamdaman mong madumi ka 'pag natabi sa kanila.

O baka naman madumi lang talaga si Iric?!

So ayun, bonding. Bitter ako kasi ampoor ng Badillo! Walang may cam sa'min! Tapos nung may opportunity na para sa pikchur, na-cut ako! Walangyaaaaaaaaa!!

Tapos, tapos, ung isa pa naming bespren, no show. Hai...

May kapareho ako ng regalo! Hehehehehe. Pero keri lang kasi hindi naman super pareho. Buti inaway ako nung gumawa ng mosaic dahil dark daw ung background. HAHA.

'di ko siyempre makalilimutan si Nina. The greatest student on Earth! Sana kapatid na lang kitaaaaaaaa! ='D

Kagabi naman, ang pagtitipon ni Ricar, kung kailan bartdey naman ni Nica! O 'di ba ang saya-saya?! WOOH.

Si Sally pa lang nagpopost ng pikchurs kaya eto pa lang nanakaw kong pikchur kung sa'n may kyut. XD. Hawaiian ang theme kaya ganyan itsura ko. LOL. Hindi ko alam kung bakit mukhang rockstar si Patrick, pero, ayun. Hahahaha.

Grabe, competition lang ang nagganap, MaSci vs. U.P.-M prends ni Ricar! Nanalo kami dun sa unang game kung sa'n nag-fail akong mag-hula hoop. Pero talo kami sa longest line. Kahit hinagis na namin sa mga representative namin mga table napkins.

Pero masaya! Kasi may free-flowing dirty ice cream! At self-serving drinks! XD At sushi! At siyempre, chismis!! Backstabbing at its funniest, with talks on economics vs. workforce on the side! Sa'n ka pa?!

We've grown up. Somewhat. LOL.

Kaloka. Depressing. Pero ayun. Cheber.

Obernayt kina Ricar pagtapos. Louis, Patrick, Jarold, Nica't ako amongst U.P.-M peeps. Nagpakabangag sa DVD ng prom namin nung portyir! Loser. Putul-putol. Na-bitter mga lalaki kasi pinutol sila nung walangyang cameraman kaya nag-Windstruck na lang kami.

Nakatulog kami ni Nica. Pero tinuloy ng iba ung pelikula! Mainam! Akala ko naman nadala sila ng kadramahan pero sobrang nabangag lang palasila. Nag-My Sassy Girl pa sila pero 'di na nakaya. Natulog ung isa sa banyo, ung isa sa sofa, tapos si Jarold, 'di ko alam kung sa'n napunta. LOL.

Hindi ako party girl. Pramis. Kaya parang awa niyo na, 'wag na kayong mag-debut! Siyempre para lang 'to sa mga nagbabalak pang mag-debut. Hehe.

If I can make it. I would. Pero 'wag na kayong mag-debut. Please?

Maganda ang Galileo. J-dorama. Walang JE person sa aking inaakala pero meron pa rin! Manipulative JE, hahaha. Pero crush ko rin naman si Katori Shingo dahil magaling siya!

*Pero mas crush ko si Kusanagi, LOL.*

At asa isang episode lang siya kaya keri na rin.

Maganda ang Galileo. Maganda talaga. Sana magaling ako sa Physics pero hinde.

TT-TT

Mukhang anrami kong oras ano? Mukha lang. I'm dying pa rin.

Pero keri pa rin!

'Coz I'm tough!

I hope.

I really wish...

2008-11-28T02:04:00.000+08:00

... that the make-up director of the Twilight movie should be killed.

Sabi nga raw nina Katrina, mukhang espasol ung mga vampires. Kawawa naman si Robert Pattinson. TT-TT

... that the musical director of the same movie be killed as well.

Bakit tuwing may chever scene, may chever insert music? Hindi pa bagay! Loser. At sabi nga ni Steph (Hindi Meyer, I shall not talk to that "author," ever. Hehe.), ano ung kumikinang na sound sa tuwing, shet, nagsashine si Edward? HAHAHAHAHA.

... that the casting director be fired.

Bakit siya si Rosalie?! Hahahahaha. At insecure pa rin si Bella sa kanya? LOL.

But, Carlisle is hot so, okay, casting director, you are somewhat forgiven. XD

Bakit mukhang Emma Watson si Bella? As in. OMG. Robert, and now, Emma? Tactics. Grr...

... that the scriptwriter's salary is much, much bigger than the make-up, musical, and casting directors, combined.

Saving grace ang mga funny lines niya. Na minsang funny.

Ngunit ayon nga sa aming guro sa Anthro, moving pictures aren't supposed to depict real life naman. Imitation lang sila.

The movie wasn't THAAAAT bad (*compared to the, well, "books"*). Laughtrip eh, entertaining! Hahahahaha. And Edward was hot that time with the shades, at on a split second sa prom thing.

Twilight's not even real life anyway. Magpapakamatay muna ako.

And so I posted something Twilight once more. May this never happen again.

For 26 years...

2008-11-26T02:07:00.000+08:00

... I wasn't aware of your existence.

Not that I was already alive all those years, but...

You know...

Thank you for existing. For zoning out when you're needed, but most importantly, for having the courage to move forward in spite of.

Ri~da~, you are always loved...

Happy 28th birthday!!!

Bakit nga ba mahal ko si Jun?

2008-11-23T10:33:00.000+08:00

Kasi loser ako for people na mas vain, mas dorky, at mas sadistic kesa sa'kin?! XD

I am trapped forever. Keri lang. Hahahahaha.

Acad-stuff, in league with still other factors, are killing me. Namimiss kong mag-fangirl. I am dying from reading. TT-TT

Nag-backfire mga plano ko this sem. Pero I shall carry on dahil I refuse to give up for the name of Arashi and their hardworking cheverness. Talo na nga nila ako sa lahat ng aspeto (well, except si Jun with his singing.. XD), pati ba naman sa simpleng pagpapatuloy sa mga bagay na pilit na hinahadlangan ng buhay?

Nope. I shall escape. Someday. Yosh!

PERAM

2008-11-13T15:51:00.000+08:00

Pangarap kong maging guro dahil gusto kong magkaroon ng kapangyarihang idikta ang mga kaadikan ko sa mga (mamalasing maging) estudyante ko. HAHAHA. Kahit anong subject keri lang. Maski Math pa.

Kanina sa Eng 11, nabanggit ang isa sa mga pelikulang sobrang mahal na mahal ko. HindiHarry Potter and the Goblet of Fire.

Awakenings. Robert de Niro at Robin Williams.

Para siya sa bonus points. Ikocompare sa tulang "The Panther." Iuulat. Kering-keri kong gawin pero gusto kong malaman ang tingin dito ng ibang tao. Sawa na'ko sa mga pananaw ko eh. LOL.

Dahil dito, mahal na mahal ko na ang Eng 11. WOOOOOT.

Nabanggit ko na bang AH major ako ngayong sem? Hahaha. Ang stupid. Took Eng 12 to force myself to read again. Got Journ to force myself to write again. May warning re: Journ. Cancelled. Took Eng 11 para masaya, akala ko application of literature-ek lang.

And woosh, KOKO CRUNCH!!

XDXDXD

Tapos, tapos, Ling 110 = lots more reading. Tapos Anthro 132 rin!! Tapos, clueless pa'ko (pero excited at interested) sa Anthro 101, na, may lab pa. OMG. By the end of the sem, bone expert na'ko. Sana. TT-TT

Tapos MuL 13! May readings din!! Pero super cool nung prof kaya keri lang. Maganda rin ung classroom; ang ganda nung lighting! At may grand piano!!

At ung PE ko, got prof in Duckpin. Na strikto sa lahat. Na mas may karapatang maging strikto ngayon dahil super duper expert siya sa table tennis. Life.

Baka ito na last post ko rito. HAHAHA. In any case, manghihiram ako ng mga libro!

Mayroon ba kayong:

To be Free ni Edilberto Tiempo?

Without Seeing the Dawn ni Stevan Javellana?

A Season of Grace ni N.V.M. Gonzalez?

Germinal ni Emile Zola?

Candide ni Voltaire?

The Ramayana?

The Metamorphosis ni Franz Kafka?

Things Fall Apart ni Chinua Achebe?

The Sound of Waves ni Yukio Mishima?

*Madaragdagan pa ang listahang ito eventually, XD.*

At kilala niyo / kayo ba ung nanghiram ng The Alchemist ni Paulo Coelho ko? Kailangan ko!!!

Kung gayon, PAHIRAM!! PAKISAULI RIN UNG THE ALCHEMIST KO!! PARANG AWA NIYO NA!

DOUMYOUJI!!

Wala lang. Mamimiss ko ang fangirling. Yosh.

Ja~!

Pahabol!

Sabi nga ba mangyayari ito in due course...

Jun, ikaw pa rin!! I think... XD

Tapos nagbabalak pa 'to sumingit!

Ito ring asa gitna!

Pero these past few months, grabe ang confusion na dinulot sa'kin ng lalaking ito:

Pero mas masayang walang away 'di ba?

Weeee...

*Googled the pikchurs.*

I have survived Harry Potter...

2008-11-10T07:33:00.000+08:00

... there's just no way I wouldn't survive this either.

Exactly eight minutes ago, the curtain has finally dawned on me; well, Hana yori Dango's curtain, that is. Now I know people aren't really interested in yet another one of my Japan-is-Love post, but... Yeah.

Nobody can stop me.

Temptations really get the best of me, and I don't know if I should be happy with this or not.

Certainly, Hana yori Dango presented me with so much things I've never dreamt to usher into my life. It came to a time when I was still in denial of Harry Potter ending. This might sound exaggerated, well, it is indeed, HAHA, but I thought I wouldn't be able to see my surroundings in the same light I've used when I could immerse myself into a brand new HP book and so forth.

That said, I couldn't continue this after all. Hehe.

Needless to say, but I'm still gonna say it, I rejected Hana yori Dango that summer of 2007. I just couldn't fathom watching a badly-dubbed show in a television network I despised since forever. Its story being similar to Meteor Garden, which I worshipped to no end in my freshman year of high school, didn't help it one bit either. I thought watching it would be a betrayal to a series that I loved - I'm strangely loyal this way, you see.

But I figured, to hell with it. There's always a pirated DVD copy. WOOT. Harry Potter's gone, and I'm starting college, and I have nothing else to do, I wouldn't lose anything if I tried it.

To that, I was dead wrong. I did lose something: My sanity.

And 20 minutes ago, all of it ended. I'm back with nothing else to do. NOT.

XDXDXD

It gave me lots of things to cherish forever. It introduced me to five guys that I would love forever, or up until I find another brand of addiction, haha. It made me understand a people that I didn't like since grade school..

Truly, it has been a great, unforgettable journey, but in life, we do have to say goodbyes.

Go Hanazawa Rui!!!

Oops. Super minor spoiler there, XD.

To all the people responsible for this madness, este, Hana yori Dango, Hana yori Dango 2: Returns, and Hana yori Dango Final, thank you, from the bottom of my (again, broken, but happily broken) heart.

Now it's time for me to properly let them go; Akira, Soujirou, Rui, Domyouji, Makino...

Just that, let me cry for a while..

Why my world right now is unfair:

2008-11-05T17:31:00.000+08:00

My TK buddy senpai who's in South Korea right now as a scholar has seen Kim Jeong Hoon in person. Not that I like him better than Joo Ji Hoon aka Prince Gian aka Prince Shin, but he still is Prince Troy aka Prince Yool after all... XD
She has also seen that handsome guy from My Girl. Judging from my taste, it was probably Lee Dong Wook aka Julian aka Gong Chan. It just occurred to me now that she might have been referring to Lee Jun Ki aka Nico aka Jun Woo. Nevertheless, My Girl rocks so... yeah.
Also, she would most likely go to Japan late this month for a vacation.
Despite sacrificing Bio 11 and pushing through with what I got through CRS, I am still not validated, thus, not enrolled yet. I'm not sure if I'd be glad that our adviser is chatty and all that. =') Still, he's still okay, okayer than what others have gotten.
The girl my best friend lent my Arashi DVD to had her vacation in Japan just this sembreak. Seriously. Seriously. XD

Despite it all, I still think I got it better than most people. But I've learned from a while back from a friend that it's no use to compare one's fate to others because people have different coping mechanisms and such.

And I tend to get depressed over things quickly. Ha!

Thank God for family, prends, and Arashi.

Beautiful days...

2008-10-30T17:40:00.000+08:00

A week-long marathon of sorts of Mago Mago Arashi, especially the Arashi no Totsugeki ones, wherein Arashi members make dinner for children whilst the latter's parents enjoy a once in a blue moon date, made me rush to the supermarket just an hour ago to refurbish our kitchen with Japanese foodstuff that I intend to "cook" tomorrow for lunch. Ha!

And I don't even cook. Well, if you count my attempt to do decent instant noodles, instant pancit canton, hotdogs, fried eggs, and scrambled eggs, then I do, actually. I did "make" carbonara last summer though, to stall myself from studying for a Math 17 exam, following my friend Thea's recipe off the top of my head.

But tomorrow is serious business. I will cook the entire lunch and my father wouldn't be able to stop me. I shan't ask help from anyone, unless I accidentally set our house on fire or something.

Making korokke and miso soup would be safe, I think.

Ashita, ganbarimasu!

Ah, the things Arashi inspire me to do... Getting an uno in Hapon 10 added fuel to the fire too.

Wind

2008-10-28T11:29:00.000+08:00

We were not raised to express how we feel. How we truly feel. Blame my parents on my boring cheverness in conversations and such.

I opened my playlist on Windows Media Player, hoping that this one song currently stuck in my mind would play randomly so I could sing to it. I know this is bothersome as I could've just clicked it so it would've played... But I like it when a song I want to hear just randomly pops out of the speakers.

I'm stupid, I know.

But I sort of believe in signs and such, so, yeah, I hope this would've explained it. Hehe.

Anyhoos, 'Kaze' played. And well, it made me feel how I truly feel. And no, it's not about my big love for Arashi, or even my utter hatred for the Twilight series. Really, those feelings have let themselves known to me since forever...

'Kaze' was the one song my stuck-in-her-era mum liked to hear in my almost all-Japanese, Arashi-dominated playlist - or so she said. I had always played my music loud enough for even our neighbors to hear, with the hidden agenda of promoting Japanese culture per se. Hurrah, the Japanese government should pay me up!

With the way things are now, what with only my father, older younger brother, and me in the house (well, we have our grandmum's housekeeper and her daughter too), certainly, it's peaceful. No one barks at us when mess is everywhere. No one fights with my other brother for the other computer. No one is even here to spray the contents of fire extinguisher at us, haha.

I miss my mum.

I miss our youngest brother.

But I shall not say these because they are too corny and cheesy and uncomfortable and because we're raised this way.

HBO, gah~

2008-10-27T17:16:00.000+08:00

Potek. Mukhang hindi na naman ako makarerecover sa HP fever na ito.

Kanina pa'ko emotional wreck, which started from seeing the OOTP movie for the third time. No matter how choppy and bad it is.

At ngayun-ngayon lang, pinatulan ko na rin ung bagong trailer ng HBP.

SHET. Harry's "I AM the chosen one."

Ah, Daniel Radcliffe, I so wish you still hold my heart right now. Take me away from this stormy madness...

Oh well, you can just tug at it while I have you saying that line on repeat. On YouTube. LOL.

Don't you just love scenes that involve papers getting hit at someone's airy head? I could watch them forever.

Nakow, I so hate Warner Bros. for delaying all the fun Potter fans have anticipated since last year. Naman, bakit?!

Grr...

High School...

2008-10-27T13:18:00.000+08:00

Gosh, why do I love it so?

No, not the Musical. Asa pa.

XDXDXD

Go over here to find out.

Sally (where I got the pikachur below), Katrina Manalon, Aby...

Belated Otanjoubi Maligaya!!!

Now...

2008-10-26T17:10:00.000+08:00

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix.

In HBO.

After about a year.

Shet. I have to lay off Arashi for awhile.

These guys...

2008-10-21T06:51:00.000+08:00

kill me.

My heart... XD

Pikchur from here.

Break

2008-10-20T19:01:00.000+08:00

Sumasakit na mga mata ko.

Gusto kong matulog pero gusto ko pang mag-internet.

Mahaba pa ang panahon... pero nauubos pa rin.

'pag may nagustuhan ako, nalulunod ako.

Lagi.

Therefore, I shall not plurk.

I shall stare.

Waratte...

Stolen

2008-10-19T13:20:00.000+08:00

Hindi ako pinayagang lumabas ng bahay kaya magsesenti na lang ako. Haha.

Actually, since morning, I was alternating between Arashi and Twilight.

Yes, THAT Twilight.

I decided to give it yet another shot, and this time, in its original, and legal form - the book. Nica was very supportive of my wish to understand the greatness behind the series so she lent me all four at once. Well, I pestered her with episodes of Maou so patas lang.

XDXDXD

So far, so good.

I would never, I think, read an e-book again. It disrupts my reading habits. LOL. Nothing can ever defeat the purpose of binded papers, with text printed on them, covered in their actuality.

Ai potek, I'm reading an online version of The Chrysanthemum and the Sword by Ruth Benedict, a cultural anthropologist, pala. Grr... Pero no choice kasi I can't find a hardcopy.

TT-TT

At this point in time, forgetting Japan is utterly impossible. I'm stuck real bad. I will find a way to control this obsession though, somehow, one way or the other, I fervently hope, but reading Benedict's "book" makes me fall even more deeply for the culture that enamors me to no end.

Why, oh why?

Ah, magpopost na lang ako ng mga pikchurs na ninakaw ko from people!

No, I did not post this because Arashi's colors were depicted. LOL. Okay, I did (Sho's pink represented by Elia's malong!). To add, I'm so exceptionally cute on this one kaya, ayun. Kahit na Trisha thought I was a maid one time kasi ang ganda ng mansion nila Noe (na venue ng TK Tambay Night na ito ng Hyago) at kamusta naman ung suot ko. Got from Aki.

Nakaw mula kay Sir Saguin, pikchur ng team namin nung Geog 1 trip sa Mango Camp, Zambales, Manggagaling!, before the race started. WOOT! Grabe, walang tatalo sa kagalingan ng aming grupo, XD. Well, we lost the over-all chever, pero, at least, napanood ko ang A Very Special Love on the van ride home! Hahaha. At nakabili ako ng Reese's after a long, long time; Twix din, kaso hindi na ganun ung lasa niya tulad ng dati. Or does this mean I finally moved on from it? LOL.

Debut, este, bartdey celeb ni Nikko, kung saan wala akong na-contribute sa pagpaplano o kung saan man. HAHAHA. Pero I faced the perilous storm alongside him and Ate Maan to bring the pasta to Thea's condo, so, I made up for it, in a way. September 18 of this year would also be remembered as the day I officially became addicted to that Yellow Cab pizza that had shrimp on top. WOOT. Nakaw mula kay Mika ata etong pikchur na 'to.

Jap 10. OMG, no flailing words are enough to explain the devotion I have for this class. Kahit na araw-araw akong late, keri pa rin. I was actually looking forward to make pasok every Tuesdays and Thursdays because of this. Klasmeyts, and Weng-sensei, thinking I'm a persyir up to the last minute didn't add to the love. Nope. Didn't.

Hindi ako obsessed sa groupmates ko sa Hapon. Hindi. Hahaha. Although sinasamba ko si Jumar at ang kanyang film powers. WOOHOO. Mamimiss ko ang "ITTAI NANI?!" ni Lim-san, ang "Dame desu!" ni Noel, ang idiot board ni Piotr, ang ube ni Ma'am Aiba (Iva dapat 'yan pero masyado akong naaliw kasi when she called at home late at night to inform me we'd have a shoot the next day, my dad answered. The next day, he handed a paper to me where he had "AS Lobby, 9:00 am, Aiba" written. Weng-sensei pronounced her name as "Aiba" rin so I thought she was really named that. And Arashi has Aiba, so, 'nuff said. LOL), ang cheerleading ni Sarah, ang camwhoring ni Kriscelle, ang pagiging first leading man (ko) ni Ryan in a movie... Hindi ko mamimiss si Alexis-s kasi asa TK siya. Hehe.

Hontou ni, hapon10islove.

I'm totally stalling

2008-10-16T16:03:00.000+08:00

And no, it's not acads-related 'coz I'm FREE, FREE, FREE!!

I don't know if I should watch episode 116 of D no Arashi - the end of a wonderful, er, series?

Sorry, I don't know on what category it belongs to... Educational? Certainly on the first episodes and scatters of A no Arashi experiments and whatnot. Gag show?! HAHAHA. For sure, from start to finish, it is!

I'll settle on "cultural' then. Safe eh.

Everything's cultural, yes. Same as how mathematicians would brand the world as full of numbers and such. And like how other professionals would accord the world with their specialty chevers.

Now what happened with my getting off my fangirl tendencies here on Multiply??

FAIL.

Seems I can't control them. Hehehe.

Anyhoos, I super bonded with some of my Hapon 10 classmates kanina when we were waiting to have nosebleeds, este for our turn in the oral exam portion of our Finals. We spent almost 4 hours of waiting time grueling ourselves on The F4 Era, our passion for the Japanese culture, anime/j-dorama theme songs, social science as a whole, hotness of Japanese guys, the recent 'issue" hovering over Ateneo and Peyups, and many more!

Also got a chance to sign a dedication notebook! XD

Wooh, ankulet! WOOH!!

And tomorrow we finally get to see the fruits of our (well, our leader's) labor!! Kamusta naman kaya ang acting ko bilang religious person NA MAY LABLAYP NA OTAKU???

Not that I'm complaining. But still.

Yosh, hapon10islove!!!

Lately pala, people (classmates mostly) have been telling me they're surprised I'm not a first year college student. Hehehe. I'm getting all hyped up with that "praise" pero, SERYOSO BA SILA???

Apparently, Weng-sensei thought I'm still in my first year as well. Second to the last day na nga and all at ayaw niya talagang maniwala na hindi ako persyir. In the end, she asked to see my I.D.

HAHAHAHAHA.

On another note:

HAPI BASUDEI ROMAN-SENPAI!!!!

(Upang malaman ang edad ni senpai, bilangin ang slices ng cake. XD)

Like seriously...

2008-10-16T03:46:00.000+08:00

... let this month end, please?

Jun would absolutely kill me.

* Nino is totally stolen from juntoshi@blog43.fc2.

He's at it again!

2008-10-12T08:02:00.000+08:00

And well, I'm not really complaining but...

Jun, ikaw pa rin ang ichiban ko. Pramis.

XDXDXD

Translated by capncosmo@LJ (WOOT!), from Seda, November 2008 issue:

If you can keep on believing, you can feel the possibilities of living, too.

I want to say to people a little younger than me, like the ones reading SEDA, it's better not to come at things from the negative. Like, saying "really?" instead of "no way!" might open your mind more. Of course it's fine to have your own opinions, but if you can become able to take in people's opinions and being moved by what they say, you'll find a lot of possibilities. I'm doing magic, but I also do guitar and bass, and doing a lot of things, even if in there are things that can't become your main thing, it builds up as experience points. After that, it's believing in the things you're doing. There's a feeling of, "When will I ever need to know Japanese History when I'm an adult?" and, now, I don't really think you'll suddenly be asked, "Who was the 2nd Tokugawa shogun again?" (smile), but the concentration and effort you put into studying, and your skill at solving problems, I think those will be useful to you. Even if you will never need to know Japanese History itself, you should be able to gain something from that. It's really believing in what you're doing. That way, I think you feel the possibilities of living... Hmm, I said something good.

- Ninomiya Kazunari

Idols are really great in my opinion. You really don't know if they're saying such things because it's their job to appeal to people to gain lots of moolah for Johnny to spend...

XDXDXD

Pero at the end of the day, you just don't care. What's important is, what they've had said makes one tingle and be inspired to live, despite and inspite of. I've known what he said since I've begun to think of what's the point of studying Algebra and ComSci and Geom and Intermediate Algebra and ComSci and Advanced Algebra and Trigo and ComSci and Calculus and Finite Math and ComSci and OMG-nakalimutan-ko-ung-tawag-sa-major-math-subject-namin-nung-fourth-year! back in hayskul - pero it's nice to remember thoughts I've had in the past so...

Anyways, I love history so, yeah... XD

Pero was it really necessary to use "experience points?" Potek, Pokemon naaalala ko eh. LOL. Not that it's bad kasi I'm playing Diamond right now at medyo nabobore na'ko sa paulit-ulit na storyline ng Pokemon... Nino just inspired me to continue on and beat the redundant Elite Four (sabi kasi ng kapatid ko, Elite Four pa rin tawag sa mga kalaban, only they're *surprise surprise* even stronger!)!

And yes, Nino, you've said something good. You've always said good things when you don't make iwas sa questions.

It takes...

2008-10-12T05:37:00.000+08:00

... a bestfriend and some Arashi to cure myself, somewhat, after all.

She, and I myself, was kind of surprised by the fact that I actually sent an S.O.S. message to her through e-mail containing my selfish thoughts on stuff and whatever. I sort of got really disappointed with myself upon sending it because I can't actually share things like that in person.

At un nga ang isa sa mga goal ko sa buhay: To open up to actual people in actual life! YOSH!

So un, Nica replied, and she pulled me from the depths of cheverness!

Tapos because of Arashi, the cause of my depression now is how I'm not in Taiwan at the moment to bask my person in their glorious presence... WOOT!!

XDXDXD

Nakaloloka.

Pero mas nakababaliw ang Kisarazu Cat's Eye. Habang pinapanood ko un, occasionally napapasok sa utak ko ang tanong na: "Bakit ko ba 'to pinapanood?" Kasi ganun talaga ang level ng kabangagan na maidudulot sa mga tao ng j-doramang ito. Pero, pero, grabe talaga. Effective against unwanted stress!

Actually, nakasestress din ung times na I had to make some sense into what I'm watching to make myself finish the series. But sense isn't really needed all the time right?

Sense = stress!

Mas mabuting hindi mo naiintindihan mga bagay-bagay para hindi mo pag-isipan! LOL. Tsaka when it comes to works and stuff, mas may WOW-factor naman talaga ang may high-level of randomness, kasi nga, hindi sila naiintindihan ng maigi.

That being typed, I'm not sure if I promoted Kisarazu well. HAHAHA. Parang siniraan ko pa siya... But NOOOOO...

It's one of the best j-doramas I've watched. Fuss-free and fun! At ganito naman talaga ang silbi ng entertainment, 'di ba?

Kaya to hell with entertainment that makes you think!!!

... ai teka, pa'no na ang Maou?! At works ni Stephen King?? At Harry Potter??? And so much more????

Hehehe.

Baliw

2008-10-09T06:23:00.000+08:00

When asked to rank what he values with respect to his time, Nino answered that he treats work, leisure, and love as all the same. For in order to enjoy leisure, one must work hard; and to work hard, love is needed. To add on, in order to be in a relationship, one must be good with work and leisure.

Kasi chever nga naman kung bum at hindi nagleleisure-ek ung lablayp mo 'di ba? (Pero keri lang, at least may lablayp. XD Labo.)

He went on with how few people can achieve that balance...

Tell me, why does a person who doesn't know me had to remind me of this balance that I suck at?

Wish ko lang this would remain in my mind. Pulos leisure kasi ako with regards to Chem 16. Magfafafinals tuloy ako.

At, loser much ako. I have to forget Japan na or else I'd go crazy.

United Kingdom, entice me again!

HAHAHAHA.

Kasalanan 'to ng Warner Bros.

XDXDXD

*Many thanks to change417@LJ for translating Nino's answer from Duet, October 2008 issue.

Sakit

2008-10-01T06:29:00.000+08:00

Bumili nanay ko ng keyboard, at mouse, para dito sa PC. Mabuhay! Hindi na problema ang problemadong T, Y, Tab, Capslock, Shift, Ctrl, at Backspace keys nung chever dati!!

Bakit kaya 'pag nagkakasakit ako, laging hindi seryoso? Sa puntong ito, seryoso = dengue, dengue, dengue. XD Ganito ba talaga kalakas resistensya ng mga taba ko?

Wooh.

Pero nung Sunday ng madaling araw, feeling ko talaga nasisiraan na'ko. Nagising ako ng mga 4:00 AM ata un tapos parang ung utak ko parang gears na out of control ung takbo. Hindi ko alam kung pa'no i-explain pero 'pag may inisip akong bagay (kahit gaano kababaw tulad ng "mababaw na mababaw," LABO) ung utak ko tatakbo ng tatakbo na hindi ko mapigilan tapos...

Potek. Hindi na'ko mag-aattempt na i-explain kasi maski ako naguguluhan sa nangyari sa'kin nun. Pero may times within the 18 years of my existence, haha, na naeexperience ko nga ung 'phenomenon' na un.

Inisip ko na lang na hangover siya kahit na kaunti lang naman ung ininom kong alak sa, OMG, debut ni Trisha na 'na-attendan' ko dahil kinansela ung Sagada experience namin sana sa Anthro 185.

TTT-TTT

Nakaw ang pikchur sa itaas mula kay Trisha! =')

At totoo pa lang hindi mo mapipigilan sarili mo 'pag nakainom ka ano? O ginagawa lang ba talagang rason ang alak sa ganitong mga bagay? In any case, potek, anlandi ko. HAHAHA.

I shall bask in the depths of my geared up mind again. I shall never come out.

Panalo ang Ayala Museum. Ang ganda. Automatic ung faucets sa loo! May liquid soap na mabango at hindi pink! Mabuhay!!!

Tapos ang galing ng mga petrified puno. At ang raming ginto! Sana magaling na lang akong magnanakaw! At, at, may dinosaur poop! WOOT!!

Badtrip pa rin though, kasi siya ung pamalit sa Sagada. Peste. Haha. Hindi ko rin naappreciate ng todo kasi inaantok-antok ako throughout the tour. Ah, bad timing ung sakit.

Kailangan ko ng mag-aral...

... later.

LOL.

Dancing...

2008-09-23T13:51:00.000+08:00

I don't really get it.

Really, how does one make his/her hips move?

Is it my fault that I can't?

Or, for that matter, I wouldn't?

The shaaaaaaame.....

We were forced to "aero dance" ourselves in P.E. class today.

Goodness, I suck. I do, I really do.

Now if some guy named Ohno would just teach me how... XD

But he can't.

HAPI BASUDEI TORISHAAAAA!!!!!!!

Nalulungkot ako't mamimiss ko ang debut mo, pati na ung camwhoring sessions. TT-TT

But fieldwork needs me. And I need lots of fresh air to clear my mind off things. Wee...

Wala na muna pala akong selpon. Nababad kasi sa alcohol. HAHAHA.

Seryoso, ayaw na niya mag-open. Baka maayos din siya mamaya o wateber. I don't know. Pero basta as of the moment, hindi siya nag-o-on.

Ansaya ko 'no? LOL.

Wooh, ansayang walang nagriring na selpon!!! Freedom! LIBERTY!!!

Ayokong nasistress. Nawawala cuteness ko.

TTT-TTT

'di na'ko kyut. TT-TT

Potek, kaunti na lang. Kaunti na lang.

When will this end?

Mum got home nung Friday from about a month-long stay sa Mindanao. Surprisingly, hindi siya nag-flare up with the all-around mess sa bahay. She just went on cleaning stuff, and just asking for help every now and then.

I was surprised much.

Pero I was surprised myself with how, and why, I did everything she asked me to do.

Iba talaga nagagawa ng maayos na usapan. LOL.

Sa linggong ito...

2008-09-19T00:18:00.000+08:00

... ako'y haggard, umiyak, nag-camwhore, nakakain ng Reese's at Twix!, nabasa ng katakut-takot na ulan, na-shock sa mga nangyayari, nag-be-breakdown, naiinis sa sarili, nag-po-procrastinate, nag-fangirl, nag-practicals sa Chem, magpapracticals pa uli sa Chem, nagkacram sa paper at...

... na-sexually harassed!

OMG. Hahaha.

Okay, sa totoo lang, hindi talaga nakatutuwa un pero chever. Hindi naman talaga na-chever, I think. Mukha lang. LOL. Basta. Labo ko.

Pero masama pa rin un! Potah. Hehehe. Hindi lang naman masama kung si Jun ang gumawa, so, un. XD

Ganyan talaga 'pag may paper kang due mamaya tapos 'di mo napigilan sarili mo mag-internet tapos eto. Hai...

Bartdey ni Nikko bespren kahapon. Sosyal ang ulan, peste. Hahaha. Masarap ung shrimp pizza-ek ng Yellow Cab! Wooh!

Panalo ang game master mode ni Nica. Wee...

Ayaw ko na... Ayaw ko na... TT-TT Bakit pa kasi ako tumanda? Potek.

In other news, ung kantang narinig ko sa kotse ng kaibigan (WOOT) ni Raki dati na sinabi kong ireresearch ko kasi-maganda-pero-nakalimutan-ko-tapos-kanina-pinarinig-sa'kin-ni-Nikko ay si David Archuleta pala ang kumanta!!! Grabe, sobrang, BOW DOWN.

ANG GANDA TALAGA.

Oh 'di kaya dahil lang 'to sa ngayon lang ako uli nakarinig ng naiintindihan kong kanta after many months?

Japanese songs transcends understanding. Yeah.

Hahaha.

Narinig ko pala ung A Very Special Love at English un, so, yeah.

Speaking of, OMG, people, panoorin niyo ung A Very Special Love!!! Sobrang, waah, sun dance!!! John Lloyd!!! XDXDXD

Ansaya palang makatanggap ng instant ramen. Parang ung feeling 'pag kumakain kami ng Php25.00 Lucky Me! Pancit Canton sa MainLib. Pero wala ng Php25.00 na ganun. At, wala na rin si Taka.

Iisipin ko na lang na na-harass ako para dedma. Wahehe.

Bakit anraming may bartdey ng September??? TTT-TTT Dahil malamig 'pag December? ;')

Ngayun-ngayon ko lang na-realize na uber cute pala ako sa piktyurs.

Friday Club Aftermath, XD. Nakaw kay Luke:

Bartdey seleb ni Amy @ Eastwood. Nakaw mula kay Thea:

Bakit kaya? Sa antipara ata.

Speaking of, loser ako sa mga otoko na may megane. Peste. Bakit? TTT-TTT

Ah, naiinlab ako kay David Archuleta!

Ay kanina, este, kahapon pala, parehas kaming naka-brown nung crush ko. WEEEE... Grabe ang hot niya talaga.

Grabe, dahil sa Arashi natuto na'kong gumamit ng 'hot.'

Konti na lang. Matatapos na...

Matatapos na ang buhay ko (revised version ng sinabi ng isang senpai kanina, LOL).

Anthro 161, bakit anhirap mo? TT-TT Tinatalo mo pa powers ng Chem 16. XDXDXD

Okay, I shall make finish the paper na. Jaa!

As expected...

2008-09-08T15:32:00.000+08:00

... growing old can't be stopped.

Elia-chan, K-chan, tanjoubi omedetou!!

I have reached a point where I'm feeling I have *finally* become a mature person.

Yeah, you read it right! This person who is blogging Johnny's-ish is mature~!

Or so I'd like to think...

Is this the effect of having eyeglasses?

Past is past. From this day onwards, I'll keep moving on.

Let's keep moving on towards the wind beyond!

Kanina...

2008-09-02T17:56:00.000+08:00

'di ko dinala ang selpon ko.

Lowbat at nawawala ang charger.

Masaya. Liberating!!!

Sana 'di na lang naimbento mga selpon...

Kung puwede nga lang 'di magdala.

Kaso makaaabala ako sa mga taong kailangan akong ikontak...

Hay, mahirap maging in-demand!

Nothingness

2008-08-26T17:47:00.000+08:00

Guys who watch romantic comedy films, not because someone forced them to, merit the highest respect a person like me could offer.

My father finished John Tucker Must Die way before me. The 12-in-1 pirated DVD movie (Sorry if word order's wrong. Wala na'kong pake sa grammar. XD) I bought out of a whim, with the goal of educating myself of why romantic movies generally rule theaters everywhere, was just lying there atop our DVD player, when he, apparently bored, "leafed" through the whole thing.

He watched Must Love Dogs too. And that film of Reese Witherspoon where she was a doctor ghost or something. LOL. Pinatulan din niya ata ung Elizabethtown.

Nung pinanonood ko na ung "John Tucker...," he was doing a commentary of some sort. Of how the leading man was this sucker who... Yeah, he went on every few minutes or so. Not that I was annoyed or anything pero I was like mocking him for being that "interested" to actually put the CD inside the player.

It was fun.

I then bought the Volume I of that pirated series, mostly featuring films of that Hollywood star who leads Erin Brokovich (Grabe, 'di ko maalala ung pangalan. At, na naman, 'di ko maalala ung term for a "moment na one's mind stops... Oh, MENTAL BLOCK XDXDXD). Hindi ko pa... SHET, JULIA ROBERTS!!!

WOOT!!!

Anyways, he checked out some of the flicks in that CD too and I could tell he was amused - that he watched it not because he wanted to decipher what goes on in his cute daughter's head, but because he just found them interesting, not bothering to care what that said daughter, and his wife and sons, would think of him.

Thus said, he knows Lindsay Lohan. LOL. He and my older younger brother (Oo na, I suck. Magegets niyo naman eh.) were channel surfing kanina tapos he identified her sa HBO ba un, relating the story of said film to said brother. Even I didn't know it was Just My Luck. Thought it was Herbie or whatever.

Guys, and gals, who act all high and mighty and brand these movies as chick flicks are about the vilest creatures on the planet. Or so I think. Oo, chick flicks sila and they're stupid and all, but seriously, WHY SO SERIOUS? People have to immerse themselves in shallow-mindedness every once in a while to stay sane in this insane world ano!

Therefore, I conclude that men like my dad and Moji can save the male population. Hahaha.

Linking People

2008-08-23T13:01:00.000+08:00

How Filipinos would rule the world, este, ensnare the hearts of some foreigners: Here.

Why I love Anthropology, here.

Never was into sports...

2008-08-22T23:37:00.000+08:00

But because of:

That super great, albeit, anomalous, opening

Elia's regular updates

Phelps

Stacchiotti = <3<3<3

That clip I caught sa RPN on an emotional Filipino long jumper who got interviewed by, um, an interviewer

Kaze no Mukou E ("Towards the wind beyond")

And this report which I so hold in high regard... (May link ung 'this report,' LOL)

Truly, the Beijing Olympics is love.

Parang gusto ko na tuloy mag-aral mag-Mandarin. XDXDXD

~

Ah, Usain Bolt, me hearts you!

~

So much for having an LJ account! Hehe...

Friends...

2008-08-20T18:53:00.000+08:00

I'd like to think I still have a life outside Arashi...

... Yes, actually, as a matter of fact, I do!!! Really! I think...

XDXDXD

So, in lieu of this predicament, I'm giving up on...

... No, not the internet. There's no way I'm giving up the internet! I'll die and starve to death!!! (OMG, wrong grammar much but I don't caaaaaaaaaaaare!!)

Anyhoos, I'm giving up on my vow to not sign up for a LiveJournal account. Actually I gave up two days ago, in order to read an NC-17 chapter of may be the best fanfiction for me, regarding Arashi love (With females, friends. With females.).

Yes, I AM NOT THAT INNOCENT. *bows* "Oops, I did it again. I played with," yeah, stop me, won't you? LOL.

Hahahahaha.

Now I know this is not saying much as I don't really read any fanfiction of sorts, but, yeah. It's that great. ='P

I'm kind of considering changing the address to fangirlabychu@LJ from abychu@LJ. But all has been typed and done. It's too late to start pretending that a huge part of "abychu" isn't a fangirl anymore.

And so that's it. I use LiveJournal as well. May I refrain from mentioning my fangirl tendencies here and make buhos everything there.

Good luck to me. WOOT!!!

~

Just because I'm declaring myself now a full blown pedophile...

Isn't Luxembourg great? Who'd hate Luxembourg?!

Teka, anong language sa Luxembourg? Italian?!

XD

May be, nature's telling me to learn to swim through the Olympics. Phelps then, and now, Stacchiotti. Then again, I'll need saving once in a while with them around, hehehe.

~

Yes, I'm watching the Olympics because of Sakurai Sho. He's the main caster on the event for NTV, a TV channel sa Japan.

OMG, I fail at restraining myself! Sorry LJ account! *shameless pimping*

='P

And now I leave you with this, a quote from the man himself, translated by sumoboy@LJ:

Everyday I live life to 120%. Someone please stop me.

Sho is <3<3<3, ne?

I AM ALIVE!!

2008-08-17T19:24:00.000+08:00

After almost 3 hours of grueling cheverness, we reached the summit of Mt. Arayat! WOOT!!! And more WOOT pa kasi 4 hours ang tagal nun sabi nung guide. Ganun kami kagaling, XD.

Hindi masaya mamundok. Mas lalong hindi masaya bumaba. Lalo na't umulan buong kagabi + madaling araw. Kaninang umaga kasi namin tinahak ang Arayat.

Andami kong scratches. At kagat ng kung anu-ano. May nakita pa kaming asul na langgam ala A Bug's Life ba un?! Mojacko! XDXDXD

Marami kami nung una eh. Pero sa mundong ito, may dalawang grupo ng tao: Ung mga mahihina, at ung malalakas ang loob. No question kung saan ako kabilang! LOL. Bonus pa ung pagiging kyut ko kaya, WOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!

Piktyurs will be stolen and posted here if they're available na from all over. Pero onti lang sila kasi kamusta naman mag-photo shoot sa madulas, maputik, thorny, and chever na daanan 'di ba?

Pero grabe, I'm so proud of myself na hindi ako sumuko nung halfway. There's something in me kasi na wants to make prove that I have this drive of not giving up despite my past-ek on the Judo team and whatnot.

I'M SO PROUD!!! WOOOOT!

Kawawa nga lang ung puti kong U.P. shirt at MaSci kong jogging pants dahil brown na sila pareho. Ung rubber shoes ko rin! But keri lang kasi peyborit ko namang kulay ang tsokolate.

XDXDXD

Speaking of, naubos ko na ung bigay sa'kin ni Kyra! TTT-TTT

Anyhoos, I made myself proud kaya super duper happiness. Much more kasi I survived about 48 hours with no Arashi. WOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!

Nakatatakot though, ung fieldwork namin sa Sagada next month for Anthro 185 (Introduction to Philippine Culture) naman. 3 DAYS. 3 WHOLE DAYS!!! Eh mamatay-matay na nga ako/kami sa Mt. Arayat National Park kahapon at kanina dahil bukod sa pag-conquer ng Arayat, walang ibang significant na nangyari. Ung tipong nakapagbabago sa perspektibo mo sa mundo...

... 'di tulad ng panonood ng kagaguhan ng Arashi... WOOOOOOOOT!!

Nga pala, Jun the fanboy is so much LOVE! Kaya super appreciated niya/nila ang fans nila kasi adik din siya. Mainam! At he hugged his idol, sa VS Arashi. Now I know some would say na he's just taking advantage kasi bakla si Jun at lalaki ung idol niya. WATEBER. Basta fanboy siya at fangirl ako. All the more reason to love him!

XDXDXD

Back to Arayat, ansarap mag-merry go-round!!! Kalaro pa namin ung mga batang lalaki run na adik sa palaka at tiktilaok ng manok at Zaido...

Masarap din ung itlog na maalat dun! Wee... Un pa pala, failure ung park na un dahil sa korupsyon, este, lack of funds kuno. Oo, judgmental ako! Haha. Pero basta, un. Kaya walang bilihan ng pasalubong (at sumegwey talaga ako ng ganito). Mabigat din ang bag ko kaya wala akong naiuwing bato for Raki. Sabi ko nga ung isang tree branch dun na ginagawang uling pero mahaba siya at 'di kasya sa bag ko. Kaya, gomen.

Anrami palang kakilala ni Noe sa class namin. Batchmates niya sa UPIS. =') Noe, adik ka raw! Nyahaha!!

Hankuul pala kasi Laya, Sandra, Josh, Jared, and I sort of bonded. Blockmates! Pati ung buong class with Dr, Castro, medyo na-bond. Kung 'di pa ba kami nakapag-bond with all those cheesy videoke songs + gin pineapple + Red Horse + red wine + slippery, brown mud + mossy green rocks + uber deep/shallow convo + everything else, aba eh, ewan ko na lang. XD

To summarize: WOOT, WE CONQUERED ARAYAT-SAN!!!!!!!

But I'd probably never climb on any mountain again. Traumatizing. Hehe.

Life is good. Yeah.

Sabi na nga...

2008-08-15T20:44:00.000+08:00

... pangontra sa pag-iyak ang pagkaantok. Dapat pala palagi akong inaantok.

Kyra, mabuhay ka! I shall fangirl you too!! Hehe.

Kaso, wala akong kuwentang chever. Can't express things properly. Kaya, ayun, chever.

XDXDXD

Inaantok na'ko.

Ayokong mag-inuman sessions, este, fieldwork pala. Yeah right. LOL. Magaling naman talaga ang assistan dean ng CSSP. Woot.

Late kong mapanonood ang 7th episode ng Maou. At na-spoil na'ko. TTT-TTT

~

Alam kong hindi 'to mababasa ni Ate Jamie, kaya, ano. Basta. Sana hindi niya iwanan ang fandom. Un lang. =')

~

Mukhang hindi ko na ipupursue ang medicine. Alam kong kaya ko naman (yeah right, HAHAHA) pero, gusto kong karirin mag-Nihongo.

TTT-TTT

So para saan pa ang Math 17 at Chem 16 units (Oo, papasa ako sa Chem, I can feel it!)? Experience?! Hehehe.

I shall still take Bio 11 and 12 though. Para safe at holistic ang aking development! Magaling ako eh. Yosh!!

~

I reported on Japanese idols yesterday sa Hapon 10 class ko. Grabe, all the hard work paid off! Well, hindi naman talaga mahirap, pero, mahirap! Labo, tsk.

I feel I did justice on bridging an aspect of Japan's culture to the Philippines' though. So yeah, magaling ako. Yes!

Athena made pahiram of her short skirt yesterday. Perstaym kong magpalda ('di kasama school uniforms! ='P). Wala pa'kong copy ng pics ko eh. Vain, yes. Surely I shall post them.

Naawa lang ako kay Trisha at Luke at Athena kasi they made efforts to instruct me on how to camwhore, gravure style. I just can't. Fail.

The day I can though, would mark every single calendar in the world. Wee...

~

Nasabi ko na bang may official crush na'ko na hindi Hapon/celebrity? XDXDXD And he fits into everything I like in an actual person (and by this, I mean, ung talagang nakasasalamuha ko as of the moment): Chinese, payat, matangkad, mayabang, pilosopo, and, HOPEFULLY, older than me. Hehe.

Yes. I'm THIS proud. Na-announce ko na personally sa TK at kay Nica at Nialyn. LOL.

~

I want to kill Warner Bros. Kung tapos na, bakit next year pa? Walangya.

Give us Potter this November!!!

~

Perstaym namin ni Kyra malibot ang U.P. Campus. Literal na libot. Walang vehicles involved, kapal ng mukha lang. XDXDXD

We are great. ;')

Natsu kara, tag-desu

2008-08-15T20:02:00.000+08:00

RULE:
List ALL the names you were called by and the people/person who called you that. Tag at least 5 members of your contacts and give a comment on their site for them to know they've been tagged.

Hindi ko maalala lahat. TT-TT

Abby - Since the beginning of time. Pamilya, mga kaibigan noong nursery, kinder, greydskul, at early days of hayskul hanggang sa pinauso ni Daryll ang...

... AbyChu! - *in a very deep voice* XDXDXD Pumatok naman. LOL. Nung una badtrip ako kasi ampanget. Hehe. Based sa nick ko at last name, tapos adik kami sa Pokemon kaya ganyan, I think.

Anna - Pang-asar. Mga gurong hindi ako masyadong kilala...

Bea - Mas lalong pang-asar. Chem 16 Lab instructor namin.

Beatriz - TTT-TTT

Chua - Mga pa-astig na people. Woot.

Siopao - Ng aking ama. 'pag nagpapagupit ako ng maigsi. XD

Tabby - Fusion ng "aTe" at "Abby." Ng mga kapatid kong tamad.

ABC - Initials ko. Nung greydskul sa Siena. Hindi pumatok. *fail*

Taichou - Ramen Raidas. At mga senpai na nantitrip. Wee...

Taich - K. Tinamad idagdag ang "ou."

Abby-senpai - TK apps ngayon, Hyago. ;')

*insert current crush here* - Pantawag pansin 'pag nag-iinarte o bingi mode ako. XD

~

Nakababadtrip ang LRT 2. Nagsasara 'pag umuulan. Kamusta naman un.

Ngayon alam ko na kung ano itsura ng UST 'pag binabaha. It's the worst. TT-TT

Pinababa pa kami nung unang jeep na nasakyan ko sa Cubao to Quiapo..

Hindi ko napasalamatan ung driver ng pangalawang jeep na tinahak ang España Sea para sa mga pasahero niyang hapung-hapo na. Astig si manong! Kaso inaantok na'ko at nakalimutan kong magpasalamat... Pagpalain nawa siya at ang mga taong tulad niya. =')

~

Masaya ang TK Buddy Week. Kyra rocks!!! WOOT!

NANALO KAMI SA PISHBOL EATING CONTEST!!! (Pero mukhang mali ang bilang ng MemCom, naka-6 orders ako ng pishbol tapos si Kyra, 7 ata. 16 pishbols per order... But we still won, MABUHAY!!!)

XD

'di ko pa binabasa chocolate letter niya. Hehe. Bukas na.

Kyra, ganbarimashou!!!

~

May inuman/karaoke sessions, este, fieldtrip na nagpapanggap na fieldwork (excuse ni Dr. Castro) XDXD kami bukas. Obernayt. 2 days. Magha-hiking kami. Summit ng Arayat-san. Mang-iinterbyu ng folk. Chever.

2 days of no Arashi. Would I survive? XDXDXD

~

On second thought, I shall read the tegami na. Hehe.

Too much...

2008-08-11T17:08:00.000+08:00

... car talk causes migraine to Abby's already sick head. Good thing it seems to patch things up between my parents, so, in a way, she's thankful.

Too lazy today, just posting pics she stalked and stole from others. XD

I told you I'm cute! ='P Potek, nawala na ung third person effect! HAHAHA. Taken by Trisha Torga sa Interactive Exhibit ng TK, last last week sa Japan, este, Diliman Gender Office. Ambisyosa, XD.

Kasama ko naman rito sina K at Edrick-senpai.

Dito, mga 1/4 ng Raidas? LOL. Ako, L, K, Luke, at Trisha!

At dahil medyo pareho kami ng suot...

Taken during the days were Nino actually looked his own age! Yes, he's older than Jun. Hindi halata ano? XD

Matsumiya dose from juntoshi@wordpress.

What to believe..

2008-08-10T08:07:00.000+08:00

...is complex. That's why I shan't believe, I shall doubt.

This is what happens when I bore people. I shelter myself and become boring even more. Much more.

I don't know how to do small talk. Big talks, even. I have refrained from chatting online for it makes me talkative, the trait that I know I should exemplify on personal contacts. I don't want to speak just because a mere electrical wire is serving as messenger of my chever thoughts and whatnot. But no, the power of technology is big. I was a slave of it. The effect still lingers on.

I'm afraid I'm just seen as a shallow person or something. But I don't care. Life is a paradox and so is the previous quasi-sentence.

Abby is not shallow. Abby is an earthenware jar: May labas, loob, at lalim...

... I think. LOL.

Wooh, go Dr. Covar and his anthropological exploits before venturing to what is U.P.'s Filipino Department!

Nica texted me something yesternight. And that was when I loved life again. XD I'm actually waiting for an update in her multips.

A certain group which I love/adore/idolize/worship XD to the highest extreme has released stuff that made me love life so much more.

Life is good.

What is going on with the Philippines?!

Mindanao as a state?

Esperon talkshitting?

Pacquiao as flagbearer?

Things are just getting worse by the minute.

The television shall not be viewed by me for a long time. It's depressing.

And really, ano bang point nung paglipat ng Katipunan jeepney station?! Ginawa na ngang one-way ung acad oval, kaya nalelate ako. Tapos. Peste.

In other news, no words can explain the awesomeness that is the opening of the Beijing Olympics. Too bad advertisements rule our television culture.

Me...

2008-08-02T19:06:00.000+08:00

is bangag.

Pasensya na naloloka lang ako. XD

So kung may chever mang sinend ung Multiply re: new post dito (na wala namang laman, title lang), ignore. Na-eenter ko kasi lagi ng maraming beses. Feeling ko Tab key ung pinipindot ko to proceed sa message chever box.

I wasn't supposed to... Thank God for Arashi. Yay!

Love Parade is a cheer-upper kahit walang nangyayaring love parade sa buhay ko ngayon.

Putek, I love Arashi so much! Fangirl na talaga ako. And yes, I'm still doubting my being a fangirl, pero the past week proved me wrong. XDXDXD

Riida, ganbarimashou! =')

May preview ng Truth PV! Wala pang fansubs episode 5 ng Maou dahil kahapon lang naman pinalabas sa Japan un. LOL. Hindi ko napanood VS Arashi.

Pero, pero, I finished Haikei, Chichiue-sama! After months of being busy with Chem 16! Haha, okay, exaggerated dahil medyo two months pa lang naman ang sem, pero, haha. Un. Basta Chem at ako, 'nuff said?

Ippei, I shall miss you. I shall miss you so much.

iTunes is making me sad. On shuffle siya and it's playing a sad song.

I actually cried. Stopped.

Failure.

Why so serious?

2008-08-02T18:52:00.000+08:00

All that Crap

Watch, watch, watch~!!

Don't let this issue die~! xD

This noon..

This August, I die.

Whatever things.

The Screencap That Says It All

Pressure... xD

Where I *somewhat* clear things off

Peri-Peri Charcoal Chicken

Nag-online sandali..

Ready, steady...

"I think in 100 points of perfection..

Si Nanba-senpai...

Why have I become so weak?

I don't get..

Alex asks...

Isa lang naman...

Uso ang 'pag reminisce ng MaSci days~!!

Bakit ako nagchehechever dito?

Whaddyaknow, Oguri Shun...

The pains...

Paper(s) Break

Why Paulo Coelho rocks my socks.

What enables the mud...

Behold Bito...

Dreamscapes

Kung sa Forensic Medicine...

Let's all be happy~!!

Sho talking about...

A wind different from yesterday's will blow today...

Voice, how I love it so...

Love.

Walang-wala.

Kailangan ko ng romaji...

Setsuna

OMG THIS IS NOT HAPPENING.

The best answers in the world...

Why am I not in New York?!

Gah~!

Threading on dangerous waters

Hindi na'ko magtataka..

Rage! RAAAAAAAAGE!!

Ayoko na.

Bartdei ni Sho~!!

Gusto niyo akong tulungan?

I'm actually...

And so my love...

For with or without...

A query

And when we chanced to look...

Oh how the glare...

INTERNET. WOOT.

Woot.

Woot.

Arashi!

Arashi!

Arashi!

Arashi!

Arashi!

Dahil may internet dito...

Aalis kami...

Pederasty

Maricar

So I told myself 10 minutes is enough...

Pagtitipon

I really wish...

For 26 years...

Bakit nga ba mahal ko si Jun?

PERAM

I have survived Harry Potter...

Why my world right now is unfair:

Beautiful days...

Wind

HBO, gah~

High School...

Now...

These guys...

Break

Stolen

Where I somewhat clear things off