Voice, how I love it so...

Munchausen Syndrome.

So there is a term for faking sickness. Which doesn't mean that this isn't sickness per se after all. It is sickness, faking sickness.

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I have learned something from Voice's 6th episode. That having regular interactions with people isn't a justifying proof of having a good relationship with them.

Before, I have always regarded myself worthless for not making enough effort to catch up with people I know and I care about. But, now I know that I could still show I care for them by "not" caring.

This is why I love Japanese dramas. You know they are made to generate income and high ratings for television networks that want you to participate in a capitalistic, globalized world. You know they are formulaic, like other countries' shows - designed to be tearjerkers or laughtrips, or both. But at the end of the day, they make you realize something. Something vital and yet most of us don't notice, or have forgotten. 

Realizations through randomness, more randomness, and, pretty boys.

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Uta no Oniisan. Love it. Much. So much, it hurts.

Why does it have to end?!

I never expected to like Uta no Oniisan. Because it's about a children's show. You know, where people sing and dance with animals and wear costumes of animals and plants and whatever else could be made mascot of?

Figured out I should watch it because of Ohno Satoshi, Arashi's leader.

It isn't all about Ohno now. The scriptwriter's a genius. I have a great deal of respect now with nursery rhymes of all kinds; from different parts of the world. 

But, I hate Kenta's ex-girlfriend. Grr..

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My emo week is over. Yatta~?

LOL.

Elia and I compelled Roman-s to give us flowers. And whaddyaknow? He did~!!

*Iba na talaga 'pag kumikita na nang sariling pera.*

XDXDXD

I don't really like flowers. They can't be eaten, nor re-sold... What's their point right?

But I have a favorite flower. The tulip. I have decided on this since before, as I have been bugged what my favorite flower was often. And I like the tulip just for the sole reason that my Kindergarten II section is Tulip. XD

People think all XX bearers love flowers. Haha.

But then again, I wonder if they aren't wrong?

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I like the shakuhachi. I love aerophones. I adore most things Japanese. 

No wonder... 

Our ultra cool MuL 13 professor doesn't require us to watch anything. If we want to watch something, or have been required in other subjects to, we could write a reaction paper on it and pass it to him, given that we relate it to stuff we learned from our class (World Music Cultures).

I attended a koto concert by Fukada Chieko last night. She's big on the koto business.

What appealed to me the most however, was Mr. Sakamoto and his shakuhachi.

<3

Love.

I miss this.

Walang-wala.

I'd like to think I have priorities, no matter how twisted they are. So, I made out-of-the-blue decisions against things I have been looking forward to having...

... very much. Practically since forever.

Should I be sad that I've realized it's not worth it to pay much on? Even though I so totally know, deep in my heart, that it's worth it?

Am I, just now, being mature?

No, I am not. I am sacrificing. And I hate it.

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I am sacrificing too much nowadays. Not that I hate sacrificing per se..

PERO BADTRIP TALAGA AKO SA PARTNER CHEVER SA ANTHRO 101 POSITION PAPER. TO THINK NA HINDI NAMAN AKO UNG WALANG PARTNER/KA-GROUP NUNG UNA. TO THINK NA I MADE PAYAG TO BE PARTNER NA LANG SA KANYA KASI WALA NGA SIYANG PARTNER. REGARDLESS KUNG LABAG SA KALOOBAN KO O HINDI. I MADE PAYAG PA RIN.

AND THEN SIYA NAG-SUGGEST NG TOPIC. NA 'DI KO NA LANG TINUTULAN KASI WALA AKONG MAISIP THAT TIME. SO NAGING MALIGALIG AKO'T NAGSULAT NG PROPOSAL MAG-ISA. AT SIYA NAG-PASS.

TAPOS NGAYON GINAGAWA KO RIN UNG PAPER NG MAG-ISA.

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But I shall smile. For April is near.

XD

Kailangan ko ng romaji...

... ng lyrics ng Setsuna ng GReeeeN.

Or kana. Kahit may kanji, keri lang.

TT-TT.

Kailangan pa ng mas maraming fans ng GReeeeN para instantaneous din ang paglabas ng lyrics ng mga kanta nila kahit 'di pa officially released ung singles. XD

Kaya people, let's GReeeeN ourselves~!!

Siyempre Arashi rin.

='D

Alam niyo ba kung bakit isang smile ang logo ng GReeeeN? Bukod sa pagka-dentist ng mga members? Sample:

Sabi ng isang fan theory, it stands for grin (as in ngiti, ngisi, wateber). Cool 'di ba?

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Sa pag-iwas sa mga dapat gawin, binasa ko by chance ang Wikipedia entry on C.S. Lewis. Matagal ko na siyang idol with his Narnia masterpiece. Pero isa na rin siya sa super idol ko ngayon. Bale, kapantay ni Jun, hehehe.

Hindi ko masasabing atheist ako, o naging atheist, pero, wala lang. Nakatutuwang kahit mga intellectual sila ni Tolkien, eh nagka-conflict lang dahil sa choice ni Lewis na mapabilang sa Church of England imbes sa Roman Catholic Church.

What difference of faith can do to people. ='D

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Bakit ba nagpopost ako ng bonggang-bongga kung kailan dapat may sinisimulan na'kot tinatapos na mga bagay-bagay on acads?

TT-TT

No escape.

~

In other news: ANG HOT NI NINO SA BELIEVE PV. OMG. SI AIBA RIN. AT SI OHNO. SI SHO RIN. AT SI JUN~!!

XDXDXD

At bakit nag-uulan ng kanta ang Arashi? Grabe, nalilito na'ko.

Sana rin may pera akong pambili ng AAA 2008 DVD ng Arashi. But no. Mukhang kailangan ko na talagang magnakaw sa kahit anong bangko? 

Who's gonna help me?

Setsuna

Moment.

Moments.

Love it. XD

Salamat kay Yzzy sa kanyang pagkaawa, este, pagbibigay sa'min ng roses. Kaya dahil diyan, mahal na kita Yzzy~!!

Hahaha.

Sobrang bait ni God. Nagbibigay na ng signs. Pero pasaway tayong mga mortal na hindi nakikinig. Ayan. Napagod tuloy sa matinding search for the Internet.

SHET.

Buti na lang kasama ko si Luke at Elia kundi sobrang nabanas na'ko sa kapirangot na tulog at hindi kapirangot na academic pressure.

February, YOU SHALL END~!!

='D

Na-realize ko na naman na importanteng buhay pa ako. Kahit walang lablayp. Ayun. Kawawa naman si Jun kung 'di niya ako makikilala 'di ba? Tatanda siyang single. Hindi niya maikakalat ang kanyang almost perfect genes~!! Sabi nga ni Darwin...

Argh.

But I shall still smile.

I need confidence. Badly.

OMG THIS IS NOT HAPPENING.

JUN MATSUMOTO.

IN A DRAMA.

AS A HALF-FILIPINO, HALF-JAPANESE MAN.

THIS SPRING. TBS. FRIDAY. 10 PM.

I don't see how he'd fair as a half-Filipino. But, whatever. I LOVE YOU JAPAN~!!

*Taken from everywhere. Fandom is ECSTATIC about this. Yes.*

Tears won't stop flowing. Literally. Maybe because I haven't careered studying for Eng 12?*

I DON'T CARE. JUN~!!

The best answers in the world...

Totally taken from here.

"A T-shirt. I carry out a campaign of wearing short-sleeved shirts in winter."

~ Sho, when asked what the point of his outfit was during this interview.

"Pepsi Nex!"

~ Jun, when asked what was his favorite drink. BTW, he is a Pepsi Nex spokesperson. XD

"Vermont Curry, medium hot!"

~ Aiba, when asked how hot he wants curry. He is a Vermont Curry spokesperson. LOL.

Soup de Okoge. XD

~ Nino, when asked what is his specialty in cooking. And yes, he is a spokesperson of Soup de Okoge. 

"I like bath salts but I won't because I'd be scolded by my mum. She'd use the leftover water for laundry."

~ Sho, when asked what kind of bath salt he likes. What are bath salts?! XD

"Sunrise. XD"

~ Aiba, when asked how he wakes up in the morning. AIBA I <3<3<3 YOU~!! The others answered with family members waking them up, or alarm clocks. Hahaha.

"I want to be called "Jun" at home. But if will beat them if he/she calls me "MatsuJun.""

~ Jun, when asked how he'd like his future child/ren to call him. I will do anything to see his children call him "Jun" 'coz I bet he wouldn't really like it. More so, "MatsuJun." Come to think about it, if I'd be the mother of his children... SHET. XD

"It's a waste if you don't use them, since there are many functions."

~ Jun, when asked if he uses emoticons on text messages. Okay. 

"Pepsi Nex."

~ Jun, when asked what he buys from the convenience store impulsively. How supportive can he be of the product? Pepsi should be paying him handsomely. XDXDXD

"Ohno-kun. I want to draw a picture nicely."

~ Sho, when asked who he wants to change places with for a day. I feel for him. Sho's drawing skills (or lack thereof) are comparable to mine. TT-TT

"Myself. I cannot win easily and has not won perfectly."

~ Ohno, when asked who his rival is.

My rival is myself too. I am stressed.

Yosh~!!

Why am I not in New York?!

Or in Japan for that matter.

TT-TT

This just. SHET.

He sang truth, with a fangirl~!! HE SANG truth WITH A FANGIRL~!!

Not to mention him asking how much he is liked among other members of Arashi.. DORK.

And this, with him being cool and understanding AND SO MUCH COOL. And OMFG he performed the hand thing at the end.

There are lots more fan stuff going around. But.

I swear I will watch YattaMan. The anime first. With the pandemonium going on, I am totally convinced it's not just about heroes-thing-with-robots-saving people show.

Gah~!

I need to involve myself with comics more. HAHA.

For the win, click here! As in, HERE.

XDXDXD

Had interaction with Austrians some hours ago at the University Hotel. Didn't even care if we were on the girls' side. It was fun talking to them because they do all the thinking about new topics when dead air's bound to happen.

Kids on the streets made such a huge impact on them. Also, Filipino women in power. And over-all Pinoy friendliness. They adore beaches. And other stuff. They worry about getting fat because all they are made to do here is eat.

They feel awkward that people gawk at them on the streets.

This activity made me realize that everyone's really human who want things they do not have. Too bad I'm no good at German. XD

All they know of Japan is Tokio Hotel.

Oh they have British English so I got my first taste of hearing "flat," a term which doesn't in any way relate to a tire. Hahaha.

Had a beer. Felt woozy. But it was all worth it. Got a little talkative so it wasn't much of a task for me to talk. Woot.

Afterwards Luke, Clio, Elia, Bianca and me walked back to TK. We then went to the Main Lib with K, L, and Jayvee-s to eat.

I love bacon.

But I love Raidas much, much more.

I am a failure. XD

Hell Month, you shall pass. TT-TT

Threading on dangerous waters

Tell me: Why am I doing everything in my power for the last 30 minutes to find a picture of Kim Bum playing some Korean named guy who is that country's version of Nishikado Soujiroh from Japan's Hana Yori Dango?

TT-TT

No, I shall not convert. I shall not. I must not! 

XD

OMG I figured out how, and where, that VLC snapshot thing saves the pictures~!!

I think he's cute, isn't he?  And he's just about a year older than me; which makes him perfect. Figures. Hurrah~!! Or not.

But my obsessions always start with a little cuteness there, and then... Poof~!

See? Me thinks I'm developing a fetish for guys who wear hats. I don't even like hats, or caps, or anything of the sort. This is Jun and his Fedora madness' fault!! XDXDXD Next to Kim Bum is the counterpart of Mimasaka Akira; and the last one's "Doumyouji." I can barely remember Korean names, so this would suffice for now.

Why am I doing this? And just when Elia's unreachable. 

Elia come back... XD

Hindi na'ko magtataka..

.. kung magkasakit talaga si Nino ng kung anumang chever sa utak.

Pero sana, sana, sana, hindi. XD

Nung 2006, Ewing's Sarcoma habang nagsisikap siyang makapasok sa Tokyo Uni...

Nung 2007, autism habang nagsisikap siyang tumakbo sa mga marathon...

At this spring (sa Japan, XD), cerebral palsy naman!! Habang nagsisikap siyang mag-door-to-door kasi salesman naman siya.

Woooot~!!

*Galing ito dito.