I'd like to think I have priorities, no matter how twisted they are. So, I made out-of-the-blue decisions against things I have been looking forward to having...
... very much. Practically since forever.
Should I be sad that I've realized it's not worth it to pay much on? Even though I so totally know, deep in my heart, that it's worth it?
Am I, just now, being mature?
No, I am not. I am sacrificing. And I hate it.
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I am sacrificing too much nowadays. Not that I hate sacrificing per se..
PERO BADTRIP TALAGA AKO SA PARTNER CHEVER SA ANTHRO 101 POSITION PAPER. TO THINK NA HINDI NAMAN AKO UNG WALANG PARTNER/KA-GROUP NUNG UNA. TO THINK NA I MADE PAYAG TO BE PARTNER NA LANG SA KANYA KASI WALA NGA SIYANG PARTNER. REGARDLESS KUNG LABAG SA KALOOBAN KO O HINDI. I MADE PAYAG PA RIN.
AND THEN SIYA NAG-SUGGEST NG TOPIC. NA 'DI KO NA LANG TINUTULAN KASI WALA AKONG MAISIP THAT TIME. SO NAGING MALIGALIG AKO'T NAGSULAT NG PROPOSAL MAG-ISA. AT SIYA NAG-PASS.
TAPOS NGAYON GINAGAWA KO RIN UNG PAPER NG MAG-ISA.
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But I shall smile. For April is near.
XD
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